♥ Bleachedroses

The privilege of a lifetime is being who you are

2012-01-08T12:19:00.004+08:00

Good morning. Or rather, it's good afternoon because it's already 12.30 pm. Decided to blog a short post to pass the time before my father arrives home with lunch from OLD KALLANG AIRPORT #FYEAHFYEAHFYEAH

So the first week of school is finally over. Haven't found the chance to blog at all since my last post because I was going out until school reopened, and then there were lectures tutorials and projects. Ahhhhh the horror of projects. When I finally rushed through BCS individual project (8 hours spent on Excel) on the first day of the new year, another Dreamweaver one comes crashing down. And then there's GTT, OB, CommSkills2, Microecons, Jap and World Issues. All of the unfinished projects *breaks down* We're only in our first year!

What did I do over the period of my last post? Hmmm. I celebrated Christmas Eve with the girls from H05, Christmas with Beng, and I caught up with Valerie and Adelene on New Year's Eve. Lepaked a little with Peichin on that night, and spent 1st of Jan camping at Xinying's house with Shirley (chionging BCS) and so on.

Yay my father is back! Gonna head over to Bryony's house before going to town to meet my jap groupmates for our project. CIAO.

On the first day of Christmas, my true love gave to me a Partridge in a Pear Tree.

2011-12-25T01:27:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! xx
먜리 크리스마스!!
メリークリスマス!!

Had an awesome Christmas eve with the girls today. Will blog about it soon because my eyes are closing and I'm kind of high now. Sending nonsensical "holy" messages to everyone, LOL.
On a side note, thi is my 901th blog post! YAY you've come a long way blog *pats* Good night. God Bless!

How can you move forward if you keep regretting the past?

2011-12-21T20:17:00.003+08:00

Met Peichin AKA Chinny the other day for "supper" after dance because Candy was at some ulu island for her church camp and I was starving! We decided to go to Coffee Bean at eHub because that's where we usually hang out hohoho.

Half-price for these cakes but still a disappointment boohoo. Time to change our supper hangout to somewhere better and more worth it like Starbucks.

My ex-workplace! Hehe. Gained so much working experience there and I really loved it as a workplace, too bad I couldn't really stay there forever. The taro pie rocks!

A photo from back before the holidays. My fringe was still short and my hair was still black! (Felt as if I've typed this phrase before :o Haha!) By the way Peichin's hair was mad funny that day, like a science experiment gone wrong trololol. But it was actually kind of wavy in a trendy way :P

Off to prepare the ingredients to make tangyuan tomorrow~

The sun's a diamond shining, in the nighttime of a summer day

2011-12-21T01:56:00.007+08:00

Caught this awesome musical with Agnes last Sunday! It was brilliant and definitely worth the money! xx

So I was practically nua-ing my whole weekend away. Took some time to enjoy the peace and joy of lying in my bed whole day long playing my PSP and reading some novels! Going to make most of what I can in this hectic 2 week holiday! Anyway, I met Agnes at Tampines to get our KOI before heading to MBS for the musical. It took us quite some time plus it was raining and everything.

Secretly snapped a photo of the dragon up there! We were at the 2nd/3rd level, I couldn't really remember, so we weren't able to see the faces of the actors/actresses very clearly, but we had a wonderful view of the effects, choreograph and etcetera! THE WHOLE MUSICAL WAS FANTASTIC! It was no wonder that it's an award-winning musical. Was constantly astounded by the singing and dancing and the effects. Definitely worth the price so do watch it if you're interested! Galinda/Glinda was totally adorable and bimbotic xD

Agnes and I bought the Elphaba keychain at $12! Kind of pricey for a small keychain but we were really mindblown by the show hehe. What a great marketing strategy! The only regret I have is that we didn't buy and smuggle the popcorn in, dayam :(

Met Elise at 9 am this morning in school to start on our micro project. It was a fail group meeting but we did manage to get some work done. See I 很有干劲的抄笔记! 我很勤劳吧（^3^）

UNIQLO is having their 3rd year anniversary sale! (Totally didn't know they opened in 2009 by the way) The first time I heard of UNIQLO was in 2010, but in actual fact they made their first opening in 2009. Weird ._.

Black roots showing up so fast :'( Sucks to have your hair grow so fast but I guess it's good because I can change hairstyle as and when I like. Come to think of it I've never had short hair since my toddler days :P Maybe I should try it one day, but I doubt it'll suit me.

Post-dance @ oschool one friday night. Supper with Candy at Subway after session :) The wild girl refused to take any photos so I snapped a few shots of her NP shirt from her sister hahaha!

And then she brought me to orchard central because she said there was something that I absolutely have to take a photo with. AWWWWWW I KNOW, IT'S MY HOLY WINGS HAHAHA. XOXO. My thighs look so chubby in that photo though. Damn I need to grow taller :'(

xoxo

I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't let go of what's in front of me here

2011-12-15T02:02:00.008+08:00

Getting back to the habit of blogging :) I feel weird when I don't update my blog and it's been eons since I last logged in, disregarding the past two posts I published few days ago. My last real blogpost was in July, and so many things happened from then till now, December. I got to know lots of new people, and all I can say is there're really many different kinds of people in the world. Fortunately I've made many nice and friendly new friends during this period!

Mid-sem tests over for the time being! Really happy that HTM-ers have only 2 papers to sit for this mid-semester, in contrast to the 5 we had last sem! The same can't be said for our real exams though - I have a feeling it'll accumulate its way up to 5 papers again. Sigh. I really need to put in more effort in subjects like Microecons. Making up my mind to do a mindmap every weekend illustrating the concepts I learn every week in micro, but whether I can execute it is another different thing. Sometimes I wonder how Siewting's self-discipline is so high.

A photo from last sem! My fringe was still short and my hair was longer and natural. I miss my black hair even though I love the colour I have on my hair now. Makes me look more angelic IMHO hehehe :P

It was our last paper today, and the girls have been planning to head to town to take ~~advantage of~~ photos with the A&F models modelling half-naked there ;) So after like 9 hours of intensive micro revision and 1 hour of scrambling through the paper, we headed to Somerset! And we were greeted with literally a row of (mostly) suave angmohs and a massive crowd of (fan)girls around them!

Okay so there were Asians too but the X Factor is still the angmohs! Hehe.

So anyway, after witnessing countless of females (and some males) squeezing their way through and shamelessly requesting for hugs/kisses/piggybacks/公主抱s, we decided to be courageous (LOL) and approach them too :D

LOL we asked this Asian dude first because he was right in front of us and he's kind of cute hahaha! But the angmohs beside him like to join the photo-taking too ^3^ Elise's over-the-moon grin = WIN LOL.

We seriously throw face hahahaha asked for zi-pai shots. Luckily we did it right from the start because we managed to get self-taken photos with the (hot) angmohs too!

Oh my god the height difference HAHAHA. Their trousers look like they're gonna fall off any moment wtf. Sometimes I feel like we're customers at a male brothel when I see all the girls squeezing and requesting for various positions in the photos, LOL.

Self-taken photos with this hot dude! Omg he looks like he just stepped out from Gossip Girl/Pretty Little Liars/Twilight/WHATEVER!

AND MY PERSONAL FAVOURITE SHOT xD

We practically look like friends! *delusional* Hahaha not to mention that I felt so secure while taking this photo because I'm surrounded by these 2 angmohs + Beng! Plus that angmoh behind me kept holding my hand LOL I seriously felt like I was in a host club or something.

I'm nearly invisible here except for my side view hehe I see my cheekbonez. And the cute Asian dude with a funny expression on his face :D

Ahhhhhh so after like half an hour of squeezing through a crowd of fangirls and requesting for photos, we decided to have our lunch at Cineleisure. The original plan was to catch a movie but we were too late because we were busy taking photos with these guys TROLOLOLOLOL. Plus it was raining cats and dogs and we only had 2 umbrellas to accommodate the 7 of us. Needless to say, all of us got drenched one way or another and we resulted to drying ourselves at the hair dryer in the toilet (diu lian diu dao jia LOL)

Elise's lunch... No idea what this is, youmian/eemian? Haha!

Yewen's ramen! I swear the anchovies they gave were MAD LITTLE. Can complain already hehe :B

Katsu pork rice from jap stall! Ordered the same as Hweebeng :D

As usual we stayed in the food court for quite some time talking about essentially nothing (LOL waste time) before growing bored. Left the food court and started shopping around~ Yewen left after some time and Siewting went for oschool open class with Daryl and Janice. The 5 of us went to Forever 21 and New Look for some retail therapy window shopping before calling it a day. Trained home :D

Oh yes, went for TVXQ's fan party on 4th December with Beng 'cause I had the tickets. Thank so much Jing! Love you like always xoxo ;)

Diana & co. came as well ^^
The event was quite short with a few performances. I'm not really into hardcore kpop anymore but seriously, if any group from kpop deserves fame and recognition, TVXQ (all 5 of them) are really the ones. They're the only Koreans besides BoA that I approve of in Japan hehehe :P Plus they're sort of Korean symbols and legends like Rain/裴勇俊 and etc. So I didn't really know much songs except for Keep Your Head Down and, of course, MIROTIC. It's miro-frigging-tic oh to the m to the g, freaking love that song! There were a few questions asked and answered but they're all pretty boring, and at the end I felt like something was missing. Shouldn't there be more fan interaction? Iono :(

Left the fan party feeling friggin' hungry! Bumped into NAT HO oh my god he's so damn suave and charming and we took a photo with him even though it's blur and the noise is like un-removable.

Not that nice and the photo doesn't bring out his shuai-ness! So I went to google his photo and this came up:

Omgggggggg he's more good-looking in real life! And the first result that came up when I googled "nat ho" was "nat ho shirtless" and this came out HAHAHAHA:

OH MY GODDDDDDD HEHEHEHE.

Just a side note, I freaking love the Standard Chartered shirt I got for volunteering to help in that event! A few photos from the standchart event with my BSC friends!

Pretty Julia!

Photos kopped from facebook hehe lazy to put anymore le.

Enough blogging for the day. The days ahead are going to be plagued by project submissions and meetings and dance. MEOWZ. Good night!

Building faith on love and words

2011-12-07T01:10:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow: Geography of Travel & Tourism online test (50 MCQs, fill-in-the-blanks, blah)
Thursday: Jap test, 50 MCQs.
Friday: Business Computing Skills Excel Test
Saturday: World Issues Test

Time check: 1.28 am. Doing some last minute mugging for GTT right now, and I'm only at Unit 2. Seriously I catch no balls on Elapsed Flying Time, Daylight Saving Time and all that timezone nonsense. Oh and I'm so screwed for BCS I swear. Stumbled through the mock test last Friday with some help from my classmates. No idea how we're going to pull through the real thing two days later. God bless us xx

Haven't been blogging for the longest time yet. So school's started again, and life's pretty much mundane now. So many things on my mind. I'm fortunate to have the best classmates and the girls to spend my schooldays in TP with, or life will pretty much be a bore without such relationships ♥

The melody of the wild dance never stops echoing

2011-12-06T00:13:00.001+08:00

静かに　静かに　幕は斬りおとし
覚醒の夜明けに　蒼い炎
僕らは　負けを知らない弱さを　抱きしめ　歩いた
新しい牙で　時代を刻め
静かに　静かに　幕は斬りおとし
覚醒の夜明けに　蒼い炎
「守りたいあなた」に　出会える　その日までは
有終の美より　目の前の敵を
愛しくて　愛しくて　他には何もなくて
ここから見渡した　景色　全部
まとめて　連れていってあげるさ　離さないで
ずっと鳴り止まぬ　乱舞のメロディ

Revival.

I am nothing, in the dark, and the clouds burst to show a daylight

2011-07-19T23:55:00.003+08:00

I regret.

I'm in a mixed state of feelings right now. Once again, it's nameless. Someone should really come up with a phrase to describe "mixed feelings" because it doesn't sound chim at all. Hmmm. So anyway, I really regret. Tons of things, decisions, choices, etcetera. If only I wasn't too deep in trepidation. Maybe this is for the better? I thought I've gotten over it but glimpses of things related to it still managed to find its spot inside me... Sometimes it stings but I'm trying my best to console myself. Everything will be fine. And if I think like that, nothing can pull me down.

Wish me luck. I have 652 photos to upload... And it's partly my fault due to the procrastination I exercised... Then again, I can't be accounted for all the blame because I have extreme camwhores for classmates and well, maybe I have an extreme camwhoring side to me too. Okay, not maybe. I do :D Since I haven't been blogging a proper post for sometime, here's one (hopefully meaningful) short one. Okay, you know me. My short posts always turn out to as if they were chapters in novels or something. Speaking of novels, I have yet to return these 6 books that I borrowed yesterday. Finished them in a flash and they're now hanging around collecting dust in my room. The bother. If only someone would invent an electronic book-returning system from an individual household.

No, I wouldn't like that actually. Have been contemplating and pondering about technology ever since I saw that 5/6-year-old kid playing Angry Birds on his iPhone. Yes, I repeat, his. Was dining next to this family that day with Gilford, Zenith, Aurora and Bryony before the former two leave for Ireland, and oh god that kid had his GIRLFRIEND calling him for every 5 to 10 minutes. How did we know? He made sure we did. He even put her on speaker and their conversation comprised of shrieks... Okay, so I can't make out what they're yelling about, but hell did you have to put her on speaker boyboy!? His parents don't seem to give a damn - whut. 10 years ago, when I was 6 and if I were making such a ruckus in public, my mother would never hesitate to shut me up. Oh wait, I wouldn't even be screaming like banshees because my parents would have disciplined me already. The Irony. Do they even cane their kinds nowadays?

Anyway, we couldn't really stand that screaming willow so we rushed on with our meal and found some place to lepak~ And I started cogitating about technology. True, technology may seem to give us a boon in our daily lives. Convenience is really what matters as there are people such as the elderly who are unable to perform some activities on their own. Why do people still like touch-screen? Granted, there was once when even I felt that touch-screen phones were chic and trendy, but those days have long passed. It was irritating trying to get the correct buttons, and the sensitivity of the screen is never at the right level. Why bother with cumbersome measures such as sending it for repair just to adjust the sensitive of the screen when you can FRIGGIN' PRESS them manually!? Take this as an example: You are smsing like nobody's business in class under your table, and you're not supposed to let the teacher see. How are you able to type everything you want to express confidently without looking at your phone if it's touch-screen!? If you are able to, good for you, but I'd reckon that the bulk of us out there aren't able to. You can train yourself to if you like, but for me it's a waste of time. And yet the phone industry is thriving and reaping in quick cash by introducing all these smart phones and all. Phones with the traditional keypad are rarely seen on retail shelves nowadays and I don't think I can accustom myself to the qwerty keypad, which keys are often too narrow for my liking :(

Okay goodbye. Time to hit the sack :(

혼자 살아갈 수 있다고 너 없이 버텨낼 수 있다고

2011-07-17T01:11:00.003+08:00

Another "Hands Up" performance by 2PM! Junho ♥
Cute like a little boy! xD

And I'm still mind-blown by HITT. Stalking and googling on them like a mad fangirl. Which I am reverting back into... But I'm managing my allowance quite well recently so I won't splurge on anything too expensive. But that's a different case for SuJu & CSS (if they ever make it to singapore D: and 2PM/HITT/TT now~)

Listen to the MR video of HITT's good night! I SWEAR Juntaek's part sounds EXACTLY the same as the backtracks of the song itself! And this is their DEBUT stage. Seriously their live... Is better than SuJu's. I'll give them that as an ELF :D But Wookie, Yesung, Kyu and Sungmin's vocals are still awesome too! Don't believe, zi ji ting ting kan!

WITH BACKTRACKS:

MR VERSION:

JUNTAEK! My official new bias to add to the list! *cues background laughter*

Today is Saturday. For the whole week (and the previous) I have been rushing through heaps of projects that piled up since god-knows-when... Why is poly so packed!? :((( Still surviving though. Passed up IHT and Comm-Skills project this week on Monday and Friday respectively! I can still remember the fervid stress on Monday morning. Met my groupmates at 9am in the morning to rush our IHT report... I QC-ed and edited and edited and edited and QC-ed and collated from 9 am all the way to 12++ in the morning :( Everyone's expressions changed from :) to :| to :/ and finally to<>:||| at the very end, LOL.

And commskills. Killer project. Fortunately we rushed and managed to hand it in before the time deadline allocated but we went to help Sabby's group after that.Major heart-attack for them when Sab's laptop declared its life over :'( And Cindy's epic expression when she realised we tricked her about them not being able to meet the time! TROLLED XD

I'm gonna upload photos tomorrow. Too tired to do anything now. Had another round of meeting today from 2pm to 10.30 pm, this time at Siewting's. Teehee. Siewting is a really good host and seriously this whole meeting was nohing but relaxed and fun. The best part was that we were totally productive even though we did digress from time to time... Which brings me to the epic en masse crying session we had. Hwong Wei was talking about his dog when I suddenly brought up the topic of my flower horns, my shih tzu and my hamster... And I just started tearing. Which escalated into sobbing and eventually wailing fits that lasted for at least 20 minutes. LOL :') Cinders started crying and sobbing too and eventually Chantel (who felt touched by us WTFF HAHAHAHA) and Siewting dropped a tear or two and Hwong Wei was left feeling all WTF?-ish... HILARIOUS MOMENTS XD

So-called "off day" tomorrow but it's actually my mum's birthday. Got to return all 17 books to the library and then hunt for her present at White Sands. I don't know what's wrong with my mother, she's forever disappointed in the presents I bring to her, to the point that I've been thoroughly discouraged. I feel like just buying some mango cake for her but it's pretty irresponsible... Sometimes I'd appreciate it a lot if she even shows any appreciation and gratitude. Last year I bought her a towel and we ended up quarrelling because she said I'm the best at wasting money. Like hello what the fuck it's for you, you know. It's the thought that fucking counts. Can't you at least pretend to be grateful? Hurt my feelings like they're nothing -_- Hope I'll find something that satisfy her tomorrow. Not to make it sound like a chore, I am fond of my mother but... Sometimes I just can't stand her ~___~ And I remember crying so hard after the quarrel because my brother bought her some necklace that she apparently really liked... Which is seruously WHAT THE FLYING FUCK because he didn't even remember her birthday. I fucking reminded him. And the good old process of comparing him to me starts coming out from her mouth and I really couldn't take it. Hurt ttfm. At least I know she loves mangoes. It'll be my backup if I can't find anything~

Gonna hit the sack now. Bye-yeom~

Everyone put your hands up, and get your drinks up.

2011-07-10T05:46:00.004+08:00

2PM - Hands Up

I'm addicted to this song! Omg, I think I've returned to being a hardcore kpop fan. No no no. This does not bode well with my financial limits and it'll certainly burn a hole in my wallet if I drop too deep into this mad depression again :(((( But anyway Junho and Junsu are mad hot in that performance!!! It was yesterday's Music Bank and my mum recorded it for me as I was still in school. Blown away by the performances yesterday! *screen-caps Junho's parts*

Epic drum-spin at 1:15! I'm not too familiar with this group (because my T-List has been talking about Boyfriend and B1A4 more, LOL) but I like them already! Although the rapper is FREAKING skinny. I'd bet he's underweight. If he isn't, I don't know what the company should do. Grab some fats-enhancing spell somewhere or something - he's too thin it isn't really visually appealing at all :(

f(x)! I'm really liking this song. It's not their original song, but both the original and Korean version sounds great! Loving the lil' moments when all the fangirls chorus in screams when Amber starts singing. Damn. SINGLE GUYS, Y U NO LOOK LIKE AMBER? #SIGH.

My new favourite group from Sony with a mind-blowing debut stage. I mean, come on it's Sony, a behemoth in the industry. Obviously they aren't mere rookies. Particularly impressed with the guy from 0:49 onwards, aka Juntaek! Gonna be stalking them for quite some time now n_n

Okay it's 7.45 am in the morning. Tomorrow got to chiong another round of projetcs. GOOD NIGHT WORLD! :D

If I could find you now things would get better, we could leave this town and run forever~

2011-07-05T09:37:00.004+08:00

Meow :3
I have yet to do macro econs individual project. Hai :'( Early in the morning wake up and come school do project. Yawns! IHT right now #TROLOLOL! I miss Ryeowook. I miss his cuteness and purity and everything. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. When people ask me about my ideal type of boyfriend, it's always Wookie that comes to my mind. Hai! WOOK AH~~~~~

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
Cannot stand him. Y U SO QT WOOKIE!?!?!? *headdesk x 100*

Okay got to focus on the task at hand. IHT IHT IHT!
~~~
Alright, IHT discussion is over for now. Gonna meet my darlings on Saturday to collate our data! Hahahahahaha~ Okay since I have nothing to do now, I should be rehearsing and preparing my IHT presentation later... SAM. Or maybe I should update about SAM :D But anyway, I have been watching movies, AGAIN. Damn, I'm starting to waste heaps of cash in my life. But I'm feeling so relaxed and jubilant nowadays. It's like I have no worries at all - which in fact are piling up. I haven't started on my macroeconomics articles yet... And classmates say I'd prolly need to burn midnight oil! :'( And then there's F&B project... I officially hate terroir. Why is the art of dining so cheem!? And commskills... I don't even know where to begin on how gl my teacher is. Snobby and... Iono. Sigh. And then there's macro econs group project, RHT group project and IHT group project. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

Am in the library with Cinders, Siewsiew, Mel, Hwongwei and Ruiting! Siewting's new nickname is officially Pinkbo! Pink Bimbo. HAHAHAHA! Love all of them ;) I'm acting as O right now because they're doing their Commskills project... AHHHH damn it. I hate projects. I'd rather have more exams than projects...

Speaking about exams, gotten back all my results. To be honest, I was surprised because macro econs, the paper which I thought was the easiest, was the one that I scored the least out of everything. Terribly close to an A. If not for this horrifying careless mistake I would have gotten a 87... CURSES! (Think Mojojojo!) And then we got back commskills. My proofread was kind of atrocious but I was SUPER shocked at my essay which got an A. Seriously it was the worst essay I've ever written since my secondary school days. Perhaps my primary school essays are even better... Can't believe it. F&B shocked me even more. I studied practically for only 3 hours, on that day before the paper and some of my friends thought I was hopeless when I walked out early. RHT was okay too, but careless mistakes here and there. 100 000 divided by 100 is 10, wtffffffff slap me please. Okay don't slap me. I'll slap you back :B Think classmates were shocked because everyone had the impression that I'm the super last min + slacker + never study type. I'm only afraid that people would group me with the cunning people who always claim to not study but end up excelling in everything... I'm really not like that, I swear to every God on Earth :( But anyway, a random jump in topic. My results have motivated me to do even better~ I'm determined to get perfect GPA ^-^

Okay, stopping here for now. Catching Transformers (trololol) with H05 clique on Thursday, going over to Mel's house on Saturday, and I'M CRAVING FOR SOYATO AND BLENDIT YOGURTZ. Meow. Gonna set up my tumblr real soon. Erm, what else. Was really happy when I talked to the guys ytd night (this morning) Gilford, Magnus and Nathan ^-^ But of course, I'm not the slutty type who embed myself in a plethora of guys. I love my girlfriends too!!! Blessed to have all of you in a sticky situation like this... Alrighty, bye-yeomz~

I am a traveller of both time and space, to be where I have been

2011-06-26T01:57:00.015+08:00

I'm not perfect but for the very least I'm not fake.

Have been tweeting and sharing some quotes I came up with recently that accurately captured my feelings recently. This one really hit home. I don't know how I came up with it but one day I just got it together in my mind. Self-esteem is really one thing I value in life. And since I have nothing to blog about until I finished saving all the photos I have for this post, I'll talk about it for a lil' while... (Yeah right. A little while always turns up to be at least half a page of rantings)

So maybe this needs to be traced back, way back when I was still young. When we were still ignorant kids, LOL. I remember my attitude was horrifying when I was young. Too impulsive, too rash, and too scheming. I've always been a cunning girl from young, believe it or not. I'll scheme to get what I want. Honestly that is really immoral LOL and well yes I still scheme to get what I want nowadays but yeah I don't do it all the time. Unlike the past. And the big difference was that I didn't have much confidence in myself. I mean, back in those days it was different. You don't get ah lians at primary 3 or 4 hurling vulgarities at every tiny weeny thing, smacking all that tons of makeup on their face and going into/falling out of relationships recurringly. In fact we were all nerds even at Sec 1, with me being the nerdiest, LOL! -_- I remember I was one of the first few to get contact lenses and it was kind of a big thing to be wearing contacts back then because you can look so different (to others of course). The period where you start to learn how to dress up, beautify yourself and all? Yep. And then there was Sec 2. I'd admit that's the super ah lian period of me. Because others' opinions of me really mattered a lot back then. I wanted to look good and maintain good friendships with everyone. If you've heard me often, I'd always label 2008 as the freaking wild days of my secondary school life. A quick look at my past blog entries in that year would have said a good lot deal about the way I was back then. My posts consisted of nearly 60-80% of vulgarities, words typedd like dhat, 99% of zilian ahlian photos (LOL) and yeah, stuff like that. In the years after that I'd said stuff like "oh I hung out with the wrong company, peer pressure" blah blah blah but seriously, who am I/are you kidding? You have a choice in everything. And thinking back, the real reason why I acted like that was because it was the trend back then with twitting (yes twiting, not tweeting), blogshops, Bugis Street and whatnot. Remember Cookie Monster/Elmo tees? Superman belts, NF shorts/skinnies preorders on blogshops, cardigans and everything. Well I'm kind of ashamed to say I got affected :X You know the feeling you get when you're doing what everyone does, and you feel that you can click well with others because you have stuff in common? Not really sure how to put it, but it's something like being accepted because you're doing the same stuff? Argh this is getting further and further from what I wanted to rant on initially. So yeah in any case, those were the days I got really, I repeat, really affected by what people thought of me. It was a really eventful (sigh) year I would say. I cried a lot, laughed a lot, schemed a lot (of cuz trololol), swore a lot, and many dramatic incidents happened. There were various inter-class quarrels, like the one between 2E2, my class back then, and 2E4 over the newspaper collection thingy.

And of course there was a huge dispute in my clique. I did something that I shouldn't have done, like taking our personal disagreements online for everyone to see. Thinking back, it was really childish, and even if I wanted to I should have been more mature and privated my blog to only those involved. So yes, I really had to apologise to everyone who went blogging everything online after I did, be it against that same person or helping her. And if you guys are reading this, you know who you are! No need for names to be mentioned because I'd rather let sleeping dogs lie.

So yeah, back to the issue. Look at me now. Fringe with multiple unglamorous holes (LOLFORLIFE),not-so-flawless complexion, tired-looking eyes, unaligned teeth on the bottom, etc etc etc. But right now, at this very moment, I'm perfectly happy with the way I am. Of course I'd like to have holeless fringe (HAHAHAHA DON'T LAUGH) and my good complexion back, but that's not the point here. What I mean is, when someone laughs at me and say "Hey your teeth are fugly get braces" I can pull off a square face, look at said fucker (LOL) in the eye and say things along the lines of "At least I look better than you" and... Well, throw in a bit of expletives there.

So at the end of the day, what I really wanted to say was I don't care that much about people's opinions anymore. It's impossible to ignore what everyone has to say about you, especially if it's something untrue, unintentionally portrayed by yourself (actually I would be concerned about this), or just plain horrid. But hating, half-assed and irresponsible comments won't get to me anymore :)

And with that, I'm getting back to updating! Life has been both mundane and lax recently. Projects are accumulating on the one hand, but somehow I have found time to go out and be a carefree lil' angel like I always am on the other hand (LOL). But I'd be updating about the movies I've watched recently.

So on one fine day before the term tests and break started, I met Diana and Jieru after school for a movie. It was a pretty angsty day for me because my phone rang out of battery, I got into a heaty quarrel with a friend of mine and I couldn't even send that motherfucker a piece of my mind because my phone had no battery left. I tink Diana was too tired to hang out after school but she gave in to me in the end. Love her like always :') Slacked with her outside TP's library with Firman & Clarissa before meeting Jieru @ MUSHROOM. Talking with Sasa made me miss primary school days. Days of innocence. Ah but I had various quarrels back in pri6 too... LOL THAT WAS REALLY CHILDISH :( Anywho, slacked with the 3 of them for some time before meeting Jr. Turns out her phone had no battery too! #FAILX2 Hahaha!

Sorry for the random photos here! Grabbed them off my friend Jowee's facebook! These dogs are so cute cuddling up against each other. Awwwwww!! And a random photo of Jieru and I hahahaha! Sorry we spoiled the collage :X

Diana's eating moments :3 Should make this into a GIF if I am that bored someday!

So we went to the foodcourt at CS for our dinner before watching our movie. Snapped a few photos because my battery was dying for the day due to the massive amount of spamming with my classmates in school library!

End of camwhore... Or maybe not! #TEEHEE

And we caught X-Men! Friggin' awesome movie. If you haven't seen it you really MUST. It's gonna stop showing soon I think. It was so good that I caught it twice, not to mention willingly. The only movie I've watched more than once in the cinemas out of my own initative is Kaiji because that was awesome too!

OTP OF THE SHOW.
Erik/Magneto said, "I want you by my side." That's more than enough! xx

The awesome cast! Beast looks awesome without his glasses; Alex is the reincarnation of HOTNESS; Banshee is too cute for words! What more can you ask for?
And Charles (Prof' X) just has this really alluring tone when he talks. I love his accent and the way he carries himself in the show! Awesome stuff! Moira was kind of insignificant though LOL.

Alex aka Havok! He's the same actor who acted in one of Taylor Swift's videos! Hot dude :P

Banshee! Somehow I like him more than Alex because he's all dorky and hilarious!

These are actually GIFs from Tumblr but well they don't work here. But since they stopped at the right moment I'll leave them up here. Wolverine's epic line in the movie. Perhaps if he'd joined them things would have been much more different :'( And of course BANSHEE!

And so, after the awesome movie, we headed over to T1 to slack and... Snap more photos! #LOLFORLIFE Ever since I got my hands on my camera I've been utilising it to the maximum... Great buy isn't it ;)

And thus that marks the end of my X-men post! Hehe. Here's one about Kungfu Panda 2!

So the other fine day I went back to school to catch up on projects with my classmates. I'm still tempted to add the word "new" in front of classmates but yep, there's no more need to huh. It's already been one semester. Time really flies! Anyway, I met Hazel and Wei En in the library. Both of them were late! I was using the computer in the first level, checking out Twitter, Facebook and all the usual stuff. But as expected I feel weird doing all my socialising stuff in such a public place :/

So anyway, we kop-ed a project room at Level 7 and started doing projects. Showed Beng the Nigahiga videos first and then we go started on freaking terroir. I hate terroir. What's so good about terroir!? What's so nice about BLUE CHEESE!? *gags x100*

And after some time, Hazel and I went to TM to catch Kungfu Panda! The both of us agreed before term tests to watch Pirates of the Caribbean together (MESMERISING MERMAID *FAINTS*) but unfortunately it stopped showing!!! Boohoo :( But nonetheless we decided that we HAVE to watch a movie, and ta-da~ Kungfu Panda 2! Well initially we were thinking of Ladda Land too... But judging by the poster, I doubt it's something the two of us girls can withstand by ourselves... *cowers in a corner* Hahahaha someone once called me sick in the mind because I LOVE horror movies and would always tell people that I hate it and I'm scared just to encourage them to scare me... And then I'll be happy deep within. OKAY THIS IS THE TRUE SCHEMING ME I'M SO SORRY I DISAPPOINTED YOU HAHAHAHA YOU GUYS THOUGHT I WAS AN ANGEL RIGHT :)))))) I KNEW IT! I have been and will always be an angel~~~

I went out of topic. I'm so sorry LOL, living in my own lil' world. Anyway, Kung Fu Panda 2 is AWESOME too! If you haven't watch it you should, it's a movie not to be missed, on par with X-Men! Though I would say X-men is the one that I would watch repeatedly over and over again.

And anyway, this concludes the end of my horrifying long post! Bye!

I can't make my own decisions, or make any with precision

2011-06-16T23:59:00.005+08:00

Your self-exaltation is so stunningly sickening.
Who would believe the gasconade and lies you've told?

I look so tired here. SEE THE LINES UNDER MY EYES???? Wtf are these. Fine lines? Wrinkles!?!? How do I get rid of them omg. I want my flawless complexion back. Not even asking for baby skin, just my complexion back in Sec 3 and I'll be terribly satisfied!

Will update soon about 4E5's recent BBQ, aka our hiking trip to the white tiger BKB's den trololol. Am going to go for a quick game of Gunbound with Joey before heading to bed. As usual my bed is seducing me, hehe... And I've yet to take off my lenses... I'm so sorry I haven't been taking care of you my poor eyes~ ;___; Headed out at night today for a quick dinner at Swensen's with Tingting, Selene and Glen! Missed Sel so much - haven't seen her since forever. I remember our Rapunzel snapshot ^^! There was once where I met her, Tingting and Yixin to slack after a failed movie session. We went to the library and saw this picture book for kids depicting Rapunzel and her friggin' Prince naked after sex. TROLOLOLOLOL. Should this be in the kids' section in the library? No damn idea.

This girl beside me in red (not Adelene LOL and please ignore my weird expression) is currently in Korea enjoying her holidays now! Lucky girl!!! So Emily's enjoying the scenery, mother nature and fabulous food of Jeju Island now. And she'd be enjoying Seoul after that. Wahlao jealousgirl94 iz moiz :((( Blessing her with a safe return journey! Emily's forever one of the first ones to tell when I'm upset, depressed or merely throwing random tantrums because of some issues. And she'd always be one of those who will never leave me alone when I'm being so unreasonable and showing the ahlian/emo/dulan face... SOZ BOSS! Hahaha!

Suddenly feeling nostalgic. Missing FYL more than ever now with all the relationship issues going on. Hope everyone would still be able to stay in contact even after our tertiary education has ended! When we're of legal age and free from the need of parental consent, let's go on holidays together! ^-^

Just a quick update here so I'm off for the day. Waking up early to drop by OCP @ East Point later to accompany Joey as I have nothing better to do for the day. I intend to research a little on terroir for my F&B project too, but... Somehow I foresee procrastination. Sigh! On a side note, I can't wait to eat the yogurt at EP again! I'd take note of the shop name tomorrow. I rarely enjoy yogurt as it's often too sweet or sour for my liking, but there're a few exceptions and the shop at East Point's one of them! Which reminds me, I haven't ate Frolick, Swirl Art or Soyato since forever. I particularly enjoy indulging on Soyato ;) It's a must-try if you ever happen to pass by Bugis Junction!

Off for the day. I miss my love. Here's a photo of her... Her death anniversary is coming soon :'((

Hikari.
My freaking cute + sweet + affable hamster that passed away from old age.
:'(

And Fall, with her yeller harvest moon and the hills growin' brown and golden under a sinkin' sun.

2011-06-16T02:11:00.005+08:00

Trying to get a harder glimpse of the moon but apparently failing. The clouds are covering it right now so it appears to be pretty blurry... :( Xiaoyun why you no call your cloud friends to siam tonight!?!?!?! LOL!

Did nothing much today. Because I fell asleep late last night (this morning actually, at 7 in the morning), I ended up waking up at 4 in the afternoon... Or evening... #FMLMYBIOCLOCK! So by the time I woke up and cleansed myself and everything, my father had already bought dinner home. Fish and Chips! ^^

I look so creepy here!!! :(

Went to find Jeremy after my sumptous dinner. I'd forgotten to return him his file and neither of us remembered until on Monday, when he'd suddenly messaged me. Sorry Jeremy :( Felt kinda guilty for holding onto his folder for so long haha! And thus the holy me set off on a holy journey to his house. Okay I'm so sorry but I'm so damn bored now. What's an angel to do other than glorifying her words while waiting for the eclipse to be fully, erm, what's that word. Okay scratch it, while waiting for the moon to be fully drenched in blood? BD

*randomly inserts an old photo of Candy and I*

And so I waited for 17 to his house. Realised something about 358 east and west loops. I realised they go through the same areas except the starting points are different? Okay so I'm not too sure if this is true but it seems like it. Sorry I've been a dum Pasirian taking 358 east loop all my 16 years of life heh heh. And anyway waited for Jeremy at his bus stop. That fool totally scared the hell outta me because he shocked me from behind. And then he shocked me again when he randomly tapped this skating girl on her shoulder (she turned out to be Regina, LOL). Anyway, passed him the folder and rushed across the road to chiong for 358 that Jeremy says "was coming". RIGHTTTTTT. Waited for about 10 minutes, why that place so ulu one!!??!!?? And this cat was circling me with an evil expression. Sorry if you're born this way kitty but you keep circling me like a lion would to a prey... LOL #thinktoomuch + #toomuchanimalplanet.

Back to my holy story. So yup anyway me, being the ultimate filial daughter, took the bus to White Sands and bought Johnson's baby lotion for my mum. 2 bottles. And I hopped onto 358 home, taught her how to Skype, and THEN rushed to meet Peichin. Boredom took over. We slacked at Coffee Bean before heading off to Burger King. Finally saw my colleagues after like so long!!!! Saw Aunty Noraini, Lili, Mary and Huimin! ^^ Slacked at there and talked about life before heading home at midnight!

Still waiting till 3.30 am. Yawns. Okay goodbye my blog, for now! xx

Your kiss is cosmic, every move is magic

2011-06-15T04:19:00.010+08:00

Let's just imagine there's a scenario here...

Family picture.
Happy father, mother and little kid posing for the camera in midst of their meal.
And then once the camera turns away...

Kid: MUMMY MUMMY MUMMY MUMMY I WANNA HAVE ANOTHER CAKE MUMMY MUMMY MUMMY MUMMY CAKEY CAKEY CAKEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
Mummy: Wtf... *shifty eyes to dad*
Dad: *exasperated expression* What did I tell you about spoiling her? Not again zzz.

Haha Abs say I'm always terrorising the weak and the vulnerable. This is so untrue as you all know I'm an angel right? Teehee. No I haven't grown out of my angel complex and no I will NEVER grow out of it... So chill yawzxzxzxzx.

Okay can't remember much about what we did on FYL's ice-skating date. I remember being late, waking up late, and rushing as usual. Prepared and rushed to meet Aisyah the filthy fungi at Hai Sing bus stop. Hehehe my mushroom was even later than me! Had a nice (albeit rushed) walk to White Sands from there. Met up with the rest of the girls at there, namely Jiemin, Yixin and Abigail.

And then we waited.
And waited.
And waaaaaaaaaaaaaaited.

Waited for like fucking long for Candy and Weiyi to appear. LOL, when they finally appeared we were already sitting down on the stairs. Jitao ahlian pose liao hahaha. So we took the train and Jingwen hopped on on Tampines. MRT-ed to Kallang and had our lunch in the food court there.
And the most epic thing happened xDDD
Abs was telling us about how disgusting SP's camps were (they were lined up girl-guy-girl-guy and forced to lick kaya off one another's SWEATY necks jesus christ) and somehow, SOMEHOW, the topic went astray to personal issues... *coughcoughcoughlikeboobiescoughcoughscoughs* and we were getting terribly excited. Like we always do. TROLOLOL. Then. The uncle behind us turned and gave us a long stare (think "o_o ..." hahahaha) while Candy was imitating how Abby might have licked the kaya off in an extremely disturbing and sensual way. Burst out laughing like crazy bimbos xD We thought he was giving us the funny look because we were on that topic, but it turned out that Aisyah had bumped into his chair lmao.

After our meal we went to the skating rink and rented skates and gloves. And yay we started skating (and falling) around. Okay, so we had to learn how to skate first. Out of the 8 or 9 of us, only Candy and Abby knew how to ice-skate. Jiemin, Yixin and I were the ones who only knew how to roller-blade. LOL. Boy is it different. Yixin was scaring me with all her fears of falling down and being cut by the glides on the skates D: But fortunately we got the hang of ice-skating after about fifteen minutes or so. I was afraid of falling down but I'm proud to say that I didn't fall at all on that day! ^^ (Okay so I was going reeeeal slow to prevent myself from falling :( but hey at least I didn't fall!) Yup. so we ended up skating for two hours.

Disastrous beginnings.

Aisyah FINALLY masters the art of skating! xD

LOL Abs is giving the dreamy face xD

Jiemin's alien snapshot.

I sorta fell-skated my way through like this.
The horror.

Our time was up at 4 plus so we packed up and headed to Starbucks to slack. Weiyi went off halfway because she had work, and after slacking we trained to Promegrate I think? Not sure where. Aisyah went off first because she had a curfew while the rest of us found a place to slack by the river or whatsoever. Saw pretty foamy bubbles being formed and chased after it like idiots, but I feel truly like myself on that day.

Candy attempting to braid my hair in the toilet. Don't ask why Jingy and I were in such positions. It's a matter of skill xD

Look at Jingybells' face and you will know. HAHA!

After that we switched locations to somewhere because it was getting dark... And we started playing our signature game of hunter and wolves. I still remember how Rongming first taught us the game. Awesome game ;D after that we cretaed our own version of murderer and detectives... Aka the Hot Chicks and Fat Chicks game xDDDD our genuinely original and holy (coughs) creation. Trust us to come up with this seriously!

Jingwen!

My boots. LOL.

So we kinda played that till like 10 plus at night? LOL, I know we're being lame playing such games for like hours but seriously, I've never felt so happy in my life before when I'm with them playing games like these. We're like innocent (I'm always innocent) lil' kids :) And after that Candy sent us on a camwhoring session with Abs' camera! Seriously xD We started to pack up and leave at around 11 plus. Good times.

Time check: 4.46 am.
Not good! Was planning to drop by Joey's at East Point nd buy some of the wonderful yoghurt there. Seriously, the only yoghurt that I like is Soyato, Swirl Art and the shop at East Point. Not sure of its name, but I'd check it out the next time I'm there. Good and delicious stuff!

Speaking of which, I better get to bed. Ciao! xx
P.S. I'm still into Ryeowook. 2 years already!!!! Will do a post about him soon xx

And here I am, hoping you'd talk to me again, but no I'm out of your frame

2011-06-12T02:43:00.009+08:00

Picture taken by Abigail aka ABS :D

I'm currently in a raging mode now due to the lack of sensitivity of some freaks out there. Seriously, the human boundaries never fail to amaze me. I've no idea people could stoop this low. Disappointing. Anyway, putting this aside, I've sworn to myself I will get a kitten and puppy in the near future... And they'll be bff!!! Now, how sweet is that. Come, I show you all some cute pictures I googled up just now :D

No idea if this was Photoshopped or not... But anywho, it's so friggin' cute!!! xxxxx
If it wasn't ps-ed... Hahaha I want my pets to do stuff like that too ^^!

Naughty naughty. Look at the freaking puppy's face!! TROLOLOLOLOL!!!

Picture paints a thousand words. 'Nuff said xD

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Seriously why are animals so cute!?!?! When they're not busy annoying the hell outta one another, catching prey or simply being scary, they're freaking cute! Okay I wouldn't call a snake or a croc cute...

THIS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Memes are freaking addictive. Once I started searching I can't stop at all. Here are some retarded cat memes I've found :D

HAHAHAHA WHAT THE FLYING FUCK. I am so going to use this on someone somedays. Freaking cool cat with a bloody bored expression on his/her/its face xD!

The turtle reminds me of Shimmy (@shimmycocopuffs)
Since he likes turtles and all. And turtles are like so chill. *cues facebook like status about turtles being so chill*

LIKE A BOSS.

SO anyway, the other day I had this really weird dream. I don't know how to explain but yeah I'm a huge fan of nat geo wild/animal planet/discovery/history channels. Okay the history channel is kinda unrelated to animals but yep, I reeeeeaaaaaally love animals. I can't say the same for insects, and there's bound to be some animals that I wouldn't like to meet...

NO WAY IN HELL AM I MEETING YOU FACE-TO-FACE IN ANY LIFETIME.
LOOK AT ITS FUCKING SOUL-LESS, EMOTION-LESS EYES.
IMAGINE BEING FACE-TO-FACE AND STARING AT ITS FUCKING JAGGED TEETH AND BEADY EYES.

And if you can't see...

HERE'S A CLOSE-UP.
This is enough to give me nightmares.

Look at this fucker camouflaging away.
Okay sorry I cursed at you, innocent croc. But seriously. Camouflaging predators are the scariest of them all. And the way crocodilians kill their prey is freaking disturbing. No it's not as simple as dragging their prey underwater to drown them. They simple grab onto it and twist the flesh off their prey's body. Especially its limbs. It's called the death roll.
Oh god :(

It can run fast too, surprisingly.
I'm never going anywhere near wild crocodilians.

Okay to erase these disturbing images from your mind I'm introducing you to one of my favourite breeds of cats! Also known as the pussy cat hahaha. See their face know is jitao like a boss liao!

"I AM GOD"

HAHAHAHA. Anyway the kittens are freaking adorable but also amazingly costly. There's no way I'd be able to afford buying one as of now. In fact I have no idea where to get one anyway. Here's a cute picture to show you how cute a persian blue kitten can be :D

LOOK AT ITS EYES. SO CHIO. SO HANDSOME/BEAUTIFUL.
WHAT TO DO?!?!?!?!

BLUE PERSIAN SKITTY EVOLVES INTO...

BLUE PERSIAN DELCATTY.
HAHA OKAY I'M SO SORRY LOL. A BIT ZI-HIGH.

But actually when it grows up it can be quite frightening. I mean the face is cute and all but... I would freak out if I see her in the middle of the night.

WHY ARE YOUR EYES RED ANYWAY. ARE YOU PHOTOSHOPPED? WHY DOES YOUR FACE SCREAM FUCK OFF????? Y U NO BLUE EYES?!?!?!

And even if she doesn't evolve into something with a "MEIZBOZZ" face I'd still be freaked out.

But still I can't wait to get my own puppy and kitten and fulfil my bff plan for them HAHAHAHAHA. Okay so today's post was kind of random. I initially wanted to update about FYL Skating and the failed movie day with the girls but bah, too tired to do so. It's 3 freaking am and I haven't take out my contacts boohooz. Okay time to get some sleep. MOI BED IZ SEDUCING MOIZ. AUREVOIR! xx

誰でもないあなただから信じてる

2011-06-11T02:11:00.013+08:00

MID-TERM TESTS ARE FREAKING
OVER!!!!

FYEAH

FYEAH

FYEAHHHHHHHH!!!

And that means I have like hundreds of photos to upload now. But I shall prioritise my poor roses. Finally watering (aka updating haha) them teehee. Okay a picture paints a thousand words so I'd really like to just dump everything here but you know me... I can't resist blogging and typing haha. I'm known for my storybook posts trololol.

CCN DAY
Okay so a few weeks back we had this CCN Day thingy going on in our school. Okay it feels so weird saying the phrase "our phrase" and not referring to Hai Sing Catholic anymore... *needs to get used to it* Anyways, it's some fund-raising fair that BUS, IIT & HSS participated in :) Our class lacked behind in planning and in the end we couldn't do car-wash as planned, so we went ahead with our water bombs plan. In the end we got a shock because they placed us with 2 other class who were also doing water bombs. And when I say with, I literally meant we were placed side by side!! LOL. So we decided to combine :D!

The whole day was a blast because we had no RHT lecture! *whistles* RHT is the most boring subject I've ever had I swear. I'd rather learn maths all over again, any other day. POM quite boring too ;( Okay, so yup the whole day was a blast. Went around pulling people to play bombs... In the end we kept pulling people we know or recognised, haha made quite a few new friends though any-oh-how pulling too! After a few rounds of thick-skinned advertising I wanted to enjoy the "cooling water" so I went down to get splashed. Little did I know how fucking pain the bombs were!!! :((( The moment I swapped places with Siewting and got onto the chair a fucking bomb hit on my shoulder and it hurt like a bitch I swear. The next one came smashing on my neck and I thought it was gonna break -_- Not exaggerating at it. But anyway it was fun to be bombed at if you disregard the pain ^^!

After our shift was over, headed to BizPark for lunch with some of my classmates. Of course we didn't miss out the chance to camwhore teehee. Took like thousands of photos and wth Hweebeng and the others totally trolled on Daryl and I because we were too vain and obsessed with how our hair look in the LCD camera. Bwahahaha~

So anyway after our lunch we were told that the whole thing has ended! Not bad, we earned like $90+++? Quite an achievement if you asked me~ After seperating with the rest of our class, we headed to the dpa people's haunted house because Beng wanted to :) Went in with Sabby and LOL Siewting was seriously screaming all the way while I was laughing all the way. Couldn't freaking stop laughing xD After that I think I went to meet my FYL girls. Stopped by at class one's booth for some time and Bryan gave us balloons ^^! Bumped into many familiar faces, grabbed a few snapshots with Valval + Joey and ran over to Ade's booth. I swear I kept bumping into everyone that day. Sprayed my hair, bumped into CandyWeiyiJingy nd Yixin, went to toilet, bumped into FirmanRegDesireeCherie, went back and I bumped into Diana! Saw Yewen and Cichuan and of course, camwhored! Hahahaha!

After everything ended, Ade, Diana, Yixin and I headed to Tampines to find our belvoed Tingting! xxxxxxxxx
Had dinner together and bumped into Siewting at TM lol fated jiu shi fated :D went window-shopping before bus-ing home with Yixin!

Random snapshots taken in class

2011-06-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

ABSTAINING FROM COM DUE TO MID-TERM TESTS... HOPEFULLY :((( *CROSSES FINGERS* TILL THEN, GOODBYE-YEOMZ :D

Going around leaving scars, collecting your jar of hearts

2011-06-02T13:12:00.003+08:00

RANDOMLY POSTING JUST TO WATER MY DEAD ROSES. AT SCHOOL NOW :D EATING WITH MY AWESOME GIRLS. MY AWESOME DAD JUST ORDERED ME TO EAT. OKAY.

Blogging randomly. I have like one thousand photos to upload. Eating lunch with Hwee Beng, Elise and Melissa now. School has been fairly well recently. I'm down with some stupid cough that's making me cough like no tomorrow. Tsk. My whole bottle of cough syrup is nearly finished, but my cough is nowhere near from disappearing.

So many problems recently. Sigh. Nvm, I'll be strong and deal with it all ;) Time to log off before I waste battery any further. Goodbye xx

一百種言語知道　愛有一個聲道　才明瞭　是你眼神傳來的暗號

2011-05-31T02:22:00.002+08:00

B1H05 ♥
WILL UPDATE SOON AFTER MID-TERM TESTS.

I think sometimes, you forget where the heart is

2011-05-14T01:00:00.002+08:00

OOVOO OVER.

Candy's over at my house now :D PARTY ALL NIGHT HAHAHA. kthxbai.
So pissed I need to rant.
You fucking need an appointment with the doctor.
No idea what you want, seriously.

And who do you think you're, running 'round leaving scars

2011-05-12T00:39:00.003+08:00

Poly has been treating me fairly well recently... I remember the first 3 days. To be honest it was really like a mini hell for me. I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate being in a new environment and meeting new people. I hate how I have to adjust and be conscious of myself. Guess I was too open and comfy and relaxed and whatnot in Hai Sing, now I worry for my image! Truthfully I spent the first week of poly dreading the next day and awaiting eagerly for the arrival of the weekends. Missed my secondary school friends like mad. Seriously, I didn't even care if the guys burn the plants anymore, I just want the sense of familiarity and comfort back. But I guess class is way more fun now. My new classmates are awesome people and I've been having fun in class recently hahaha! Beginning to show my "holy" side. SO ANGELIC RIGHT ME ^-^ Every lecture and tutorial is fun except for the ones that I catch no ball in. Especially macro econs, there was this whole section that I'm "????" at and I suaysuay kena open numbers to present to my classmates. Anyhow draw one confusing diagram and anyhow crapped my way through *peace sign*.

Made friends with people from other classes like Leona and Agnes, too! The nice people, of course. I like nice and friendly girls hehe.

I like this photo even though I'm not inside hahaha. Nice right. Holy photo :D

Taken during the first weeeeeeeek in some project room with Beng, Yewen & Siewmaiz.

Cinders and Sabby n_n

Sigh! When I have my camera in my hand I just can't seem to stop snapping photos of (myself included) everyone! Ha, talk about a real camwhore. Argh but seriously poly is draining my life away so a girl needs to have some entertainment right!? Thankfully my timetable isn't that horrifying. I start late on Mondays and Tuesdays at 1pm and 2pm respectively, but I end at relatively around the same time on all days, with the exception of THURSDAYS. 9 am - 1pm, one lecture + one lab session. HEAVENLY.

Actually, I can't really remember much I learn in lectures everyday, LOL. Take today for example. Well actually I can recall that we learned about fish and seafood in F&B. Watering mouths :((((( These few chapters have been like an intensive extension of F&N for me. BOOHOOZ I MISS MRSCHOO D: Macro-econs was confusing and commskills was freaking boring. The tutor asked if I wanted to be called "pony" and I'm like "N.O.!.?!?!?!?!?", LOL. Then I went into bimbo mode and said "you can call me Angel ;)" HAHAHAHAHAHA can't believe I actually did that ohnoeszx my pure image.

Ending off here abruptly because my eyelids seem to be weighing like a ton. Good night :D

So raise your glass if you are wrong, in all the rights ways all my underdogs

2011-05-10T22:57:00.003+08:00

HI I AM WATCHING POWERPUFF GIRLS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Blossom, Bubbles and Buttercup! Awesome childhood memories yeah? How, feel like watching or not? Since I'm psychic and nice, I'll save your the trouble of searching it! Encoding a YouTube video here instead ^-^ Bonus, still got their male counterparts leh!! Hahaha!

Part 1

Part 2

Too busy to update recently. Projects, lectures, tutorials, notes, clothes, everything clashes together! I'm itching to go shopping but all I've been so far is splurging my money on blogshops... Which I really need to stop doing soon. NEED. TO. SAVE. MONEY! I'll buy just a few more stuff and cut myself away from blogshopping after that!!

Taken during last Thursday or something. It was some Business Day in TP or what, we got free seal points!! Hehe happy. Okay it's past one in the morning and I've got a 9am lecture. Super sian lah, F&B Fundamentals. It's totally related to F&N which was an upgrade of Home Economics... Which I just realised. Hahahaha fml I can't cut myself away from F&N! Speaking of which, I miss mrs choo! Why have everyone been seeing her around!? Everyone but meeeeee. Aye, never mind. Maybe she see me, she'll call me Valerie again still. Hahahaha cute choo!

BYEYEOMZ.

But who are you judge, when you're a diamond in the rough?

2011-05-08T15:06:00.003+08:00

If you can't tell, this was a freaking candid photo for Ye Wen and me, LOL. Only Cindy is ever-ready for the camera hahaha! ♥

So I stayed up the whole night/morning yesterday/today just 'cause of the GE results. I'M SO FUCKING SAD GEORGE YEO IS OUT URGH KNNBABCDEFGZAKSDGISWFCNQC. Nvm, he'll be back in another 5 years, right!?!? If you can't tell, I'm \pro-PAP. Forever #ridingwithlightning hahaha but actually I'm not against WP at all. It's just PAP over WP, that's all. And definitely George Yeo over that WP dude who won. Aye, just replace Tin Pei Ling with him okay??? Sigh :'(

I don't understand how people can support opposition. They only see things on the surface? Sure if oppositions make prices drop and all, you all of course happy and continue vote for them lah. What about the consequences? Prices drop = economy earn lesser you know? And PM Lee already say GST not gonna rise for the next few years liao. What's wrong with the life now? Okay lah taxes are high and the ministers earn so fucking much, I've got nothing to say because that's really ridiculous, idk how the fuck they can earn so damn much when some of them seemingly do nothing. But the issue about foreign talent, china people, bangalahs and blah blah blah. Ever thought of why we need them? It's because we keep migrating and doing business in other countries, and not contributing to our home country's economy at all. Some people everytime like to say what travel to this country, stay there for god-knows-how-fucking-long, and eventually migrate there? That's how Singapore loses "talent" even if you're just another shallow kiasu complain queen. That's why got people from China, India, wherever flooding Singapore. Besides, would you be willing to work as a construction worker? Huh? Talk so much jiaowei, think before you speak and vote.

LOL ADELENE IS WEEPING AWAY ON THE PHONE WITH ME NOW. HAHAHAHA! We're definitely freaking melodramatic. Okay just lost my mood to blog. Blah blah blah yeah, you can't force me to have the same opinion as you, just like I can't fathom why you even did it in the first place. To hell with you.

I can't find a wall to pin this to, they're all coming down since I found you.

2011-05-07T01:49:00.010+08:00

SEAFOOD.
A photo that screams what the flying fuck.

Haven't been posting for quite some time. Poly life is REALLY hectic I swear. I'm reaching home at like 10 +++ in the night every single day. Well actually it doesn't have much to do with me being a busy poly freshie. It's more of me running out to meet Haisians and other friends after lessons end everyday :P And so, school has finally commenced! Not really sure what to do of my new class. There're only 6 guys, TROLOLOL. My life ever since I graduated from primary school has always been like this! Lower sec, 1/2E2 had only 10 guys and 30 girls. Awesome wild life ♥ Upper sec, 12 guys 28 guys. BEST CLASS EVER XOXO♥. And now, after comparing them like that, 18 girls to 6 guys don't seem that bad anymore!

Since I miss Haising, I must post old photos that I sibeh lazy to posy last time lah! Tada~

Jiemin + Phoebe at the airport...

And the awesome gang of 3! Hahaha!

Super bimbo camwhore photo of mine ^ But I like because I've been getting more and more gay nowadays xD

And on the first/second day of school, I can't remember which... I went out for dinner with Weiyi, Candy, Jingwen and Diana! Haha miss them so so so so so so so friggin' much now that we're all in different classes and different course+school in regards to Diana.

Pastamania! Weiyi went to work immediately and the 4 of us went to toilet. Bumped into Nazera, Izwan, Firman, Hanif and Tian Wei. I felt so damn happy seeing familiar faces after a whole damn day with my new classmates, especially Nazera and Firman!!!!! ♥ So we sorta went out to the open space at TM and "talk cock sing song". Played the stupid mrt game... I can only remember I'm Farrer Park, LOL. Incredibly, none of the 4 of us had even once spoken to Hanif and Tian Wei in school but we had fun nonetheless!! Lol I'm like damn happy to spot a Haisian nowadays that I go mad waving :DDDD

That night was a blast! Took many photos but most were too unglam to be posted here. FACEBOOK LAH HAHAHAHA! Had a great time with everyone!

So far school's been alright. The starting was bad, I must admit I really miss Hai Sing a lot. The atmosphere is just so different, ahhhhhhhhhhh I miss sharing dirty jokes and making holy comments and shooting retards like Joshua Tan over the class. I MISS PEOPLE CALLING ME PEONG :((((((((((((((((( I MISS CALLING MYSELF HOLY, PURE, ANGELIC, INNOCENT, THE LIST GOES ON AND ON, AND I MISS EVEN PEOPLE LIKE QIJUN AND HEINRICH LOLZ. OKAY SO I DON'T MISS HIS RANDOM AND RETARDED STATEMENTS THAT WERE SHOUTED OUT IN THE BLUE SUCH AS "I'M THE GOD OF THE SUN/SON OF THE GOD/WHATEVER LAH SERIOUSLY" ROFLMFAO.

I could probably type a whole freaking essay here on how much I miss 4E5 and the awesome people in there, but gah I guess time is really a miraculous factor. After being school-sick for like a day or two, I'm starting to feel the fun of poly already!! Liking my class more and more :D I freaking love yesterday's lab session! RHT and IHT are seriously dry and boring subjects but the lab session made RHT super fun! Because we were all on Facebook ^~^ H05! And of course I camwhored with my new classmates. Hahahaha I'll upload them later~ My eyes are closing now.

Need to get some sleep. My father is bound to wake me up in the afternoon tomorrow... OHNOESZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ :((((((( Alrighty, tata!

I think sometimes, you forget where the heart is

2011-04-21T23:03:00.004+08:00

I still love Yellowcard's songs! Awesome song rhythm and meaningful lyrics :D

Going to Genting in 6 hours and 50 minutes' time and I'm seriously deprived of sleep. Falling into a depression of depression (lol sorry for lame pun) soon... SOBSZXZXZX X 100. Okay sorry I should stop my bimbo facade. Especially since poly life has started!

So yeah these 2 days have been really hectic and I didn't post for like a few days lmao. Orientation started yesterday and boy was it awkward initially. Because I didn't wash my hair the night before (shhhhhhh secret because I bathed late and thus I didn't wash my hair), forgot about it and made the mistake of applying some hair oil the next morning, my hair fucking sucks. Yeh fugging freaking frigging sucks. Anywho, it's not awkward because of my hair trololol. We were late and gah it sucks that Jingy, Weiyi, Candy and I are all split into different classes. It seriously does :( But fortunately for me the girl who was beside me was super initiative and she started talking to me, so I sorta made new friends with my classmates pretty quickly after that. But still, awwwwwwwwwwwkward.

I'm supposed to post these photos up on Facebook. Uh, I'll do it soon okay, sorry girls hahaha!! I've resized and everything liaoz :D

Argh shall continue this post when I'm back from genting or whatnot. My bed is calling out to me~

WELCOME TO POLY DEAR XX

The remedy is the experience, I won't worry my life away.

2011-04-17T15:35:00.004+08:00

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
Lights will guide you home
If you never try you’ll never know, just what you’re worth

Let's see whose tolerance level is higher. Yours, or mine?

Pardon the random or perhaps unrelated words on top. Just needed to rant a little out there! Did nothing much today but it was quite fruitful. So I finally fell asleep this morning at around 3 plus because my shin was HURTING like a BITCH I would know. Katy Perry reference fully intended. And when I got up this morning my whole body was aching like mad! Muscle aches everywhere tsk tsk tsk. We should really stretch a bit before doing any form of exercise next time~!

So I got up at 8.30 am or so and prepared. Left house and took the train to TPY, squeeze with all the morning workers and etc. Mum and I reached TPY late and we took the bus with my aunt and uncle down to the temple/cemetery, you know, the place they store the ashes and stuff. Met my grandma there and we went in to prepare the stuff for Qingming! I really like Qingming because even though the weather and place are usually hot like nobody's business it's kind of fun to pray and all. Shi Hwee and his dad came after that. Now I cannot explain why but SH is the best cousin in my whole damn life (excluding Pingping because she's a distant cousin) because we're of the same age so we can talk easily. Plus it's amazing that his younger sister Chloe has the same birthday as me! Even though we don't even communicate through phone/msn/fb/whatever when we don't see each other, I can still talk comfortably with him despite not seeing/talking for like 2 years or what. Although our conversations are mostly insults, LOL. Plus Chloe is freaking cute ♥♥♥ HAHAHA, biased towards his sister! That's why I love going Genting with them haha! FUN FUN FUN FUN.

Okay so anyway caught up with SH for quite a bit. After praying and inhaling all the crazy smoke and etc, we took the bus back to TPY mall for lunch! Chatted over lunch and headed to Vivo with my mum after that. Everywhere I turn, couples are french-kissing/groping each other/blah blah blah, it seriously makes me sick ~____~ So yep, after that trained back to Pasir Ris and I finally got home!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired ;(

And I just got to know that the funeral downstairs is my neighbour's... He passed away in he hospital... Okay so I was never close to him, nor did I know anything about him except he has 2 grandsons whom I used to play with when I was younger, but he used to walk past our house in the corridor every morning to get to the lift and yeah I would have to greet him with ahgong or something right lol. It sorta makes me sad since he's been my neighbour ever since I was 2 or something. Life.

Ending this post here. Going to get some sleep since it's a Sunday. God Bless~

So when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong

2011-04-17T00:46:00.010+08:00

SO FYL GOES ICE-SKATING TODAY~!
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Not that it has anything to do with the photo I just posted. That was some time ago, shopping with Jiemin, blah blah blah. A fruitful sourcing trip, we actually got this dress for a bargain price (^^) Stopped outside this "Goal@313" shop and chitchatted for like an hour!? Spent quality time together. Okay this is sounding like an extremely lesbianic post so I shall stop here and post more photos!

Only started taking photos when we were outside Goal@313. Reminds me of the other time I came 313 with her as well. We were just dozing off at the exact same place and staring into the shop when I told her in a very sleepy voice, "That guy looks like *inserts name*", and she replied in a sleepy voice, "Yeah, and that guy behind looks like *inserts another name*", and I went "And that guy there looks like xxx!!!!", and she replied me "AND THAT LOOKS LIKE-" and we burst out in laughter because they ARE who we thought they looked like -_- Retarded much.

Gotta love the feathery headbands. They can double/triple up as a belt/necklace/earrings/etc. Feathers are fluffy and comfy!

There were tons of angmohs around that day. Oh, what am I talking about? Town is always filled with Caucasians and etc. Not to mention a wide variety. The blondes/redheads/brunettes, blue/green/whatever-coloured eyes... And the different age group, LOL.

I look as if I'm wearing eyeliner and blusher in this photo ~___~ It's been weeks since I touched any makeup! *proud of self*

(Trying to point at his mouth but fail. The poster dude was one hot angmoh hahaha!)

That's all for today! Shall update and post about the skating experience today once the photos are up. My camera had no battery so I left it at home. We depended on Abigail for photos today! My shin has this bruise because the skates were really hard and it hurts but overall it was freaking fun! I finally learned the difference between ice-skating and rollerblading. Okay so technically I don't think there's much difference, putting aside the fact that one has wheels and the other has, erm, glides, but rollerblading is like ten times easier. Not bad, we managed to learn how to ice-skate, albeit slightly, in 2 hours. An experience worth the money (and gloves) I guess!

I got to sleep early and it's already 2 in the morning. Bye-yeom~

And the shadow of the day will embrace the world in grey, and the sun will set for you

2011-04-15T18:56:00.009+08:00

Sneak preview. Loving our retarded faces, hahaha!

What up cuties. Sorry for not updating if anybody is even reading this, but someone asked me to update, so here I am~! So all I've been doing recently is enjoying my life. Bored yes, but I went around going out with different people. I really miss school you know, like reeeeeeeeeeeeally miss it tons. Nowadays it's hard to even have lunch with the people I used to see everyday. The JC girls are busy with their project work, essays, tutorials and what not, but thankfully I was able to hang out with the poly people for the past few days! ^^

Proud to say my bio clock has been reversed! These days I'd get the sleepy vibe at 8 plus in the evening, and I'd wake up automatically at 8 plus in the morning. Healthy Holy Peony. Okay sorry, LOL. And yessssssssssss I did many things recently. Spent too much money more like it. So I went shopping (failed to get any freaking clothes and spent most of my money on ice cream instead), swimming, shopping (failed #2), kbox, shopping (failed #3), singing, slacking, and the list goes on. But yep, I have photos~!

Failed holy faces. Playing with Aisyah's mirror after lunch in the library! I was actually only meeting Emily under my block because she helped me print some important stuff for poly. Irritating poly. Anyway the sun was scorching hot that day!! Accompanied her into school to collect testimonial and O' Level cert... Or rather, I helped her to impersonate Fronia, LMAO.

After that... Went home and got my ezlink card, wallet, jacket and rushed out immediately. Impromptu decision to join Emily and Aisyah on their shopping mission. Which failed eventually! But had a good day filled with laughter because of Emily's wireless mouse. We actually spent the day walking into shops with those censors and getting stopped and stared by the security/shop employees because it beeped at her mouse!

Went to town. Stopped by at 313's Blue Mountain Cafe to rest out tired legs after a hard day of hunting! You guys MUST try their ice cream and desserts if you're in 313 alright! The ice cream there is awesome!

Emily's Mudpie! LOOK AT THE MOUSE! LOOKEY! HAHAHAHA.

My Banana Boat! Trust me don't ever go to Swensen's for ice cream anymore when you have BMC!!!! The serving is larger and this costs only a lil' bit more than Swensen's banana split! And it tastes great too! I'm in love with this cafe xD

Aisyah has joined my union for holy my followers!! xx Anywho, the day ended well even though I was half-awake by the time we ended our (failed) shopping spree. Trained back to Pasir Ris and waited for 358 with Aisyah. Bumped into Yixin. Took the bus home, took off my contact lenses, and slept for like two hours. Guess who I met in the night!?

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Candy! Lol, sorry for the lame suspense. Met her at central and we checked out the hair salons at central (Snip Avenue) and Loyang Point. Made the decision to not do anything with my hair. I initially wanted to highlight but now, considering how dry my friends' dyed hair are, I decided against it. Besides, I love my current hair colour as well, which was why I didn't want to dye whole-head. Hahaha 100% natural hair (L)

Met this cutiepaws at Central. Candy was cycling me around and the evening/night breeze is shiok dao~~~~~ Yup. This cat here freaking chio right!!!! I wish I have her fur colour for my hair and her eye colour for, erm, my eyes! But yeah I'd look weird so yes back to this cat. So pretty! It suddenly came damn close to me while Candy's away and I was tending the bike. Of course I was a lil' freaked out but awwww she (assuming it's a she) was merely following this fly. Speaking of which, I've read somewhere that domesticated cats are the only felines that kill for the sake of fun, whereas lions/tigets/jaguars/etc kill because of the predatory cycle :S Sadistic much. But I'd still want a kitten for a pet!

More photos of this beautiful cat!

"See what see?" HAHAHAHA!

"Don't friend you already humph."

So putting this cat aside, we went to cycle around! Okay technically Candy was the one doing the cycling. And I was freaked out because she was going soooooooo fast! But yep, enjoyed the night breeze even though I was goddamn worn out.

I like the last photo! We took this at a playground. Wanted to get on the swings but no, those bloody couples just had to PDA there ~___~ Really? So we climbed up this net-thingy, no idea what it's called, and talked for awhile.

Got home pretty late and KO-ed on my bed immediately. Ah, life! I'll update about swimming + shopping with Jiemin soon! Ciao~

You're the whisper of a Summer breeze, you're the kiss that puts my soul at ease

2011-04-01T01:31:00.003+08:00

Your faith walks on Broken Glass.

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回忆烧成灰还是等不到结尾

2011-03-29T23:11:00.012+08:00

Time to water my roses. Been some time since I last updated! It's weird how sometimes I feel like blogging non-stop, while on some other random days I'd totally ignore my blog. Haha anyway this is going to be a long and draggy post filled with photos so yup, hop off if it sounds boring already!

Okay so recently I've been going out. It's safe to say my whole freaking bio clock has been reversed. I now wake up at the ungodly timing of 6pm everyday if I don't have any dates in the morning/afternoon. Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. I must reverse back asap manz :(

Anyway yesterday I woke up at 6++ and met a few of the girls + firman + ting's friend at white sands for dinner! Poor yixin waited for us for so long teehee. After much debate plus a totally retarded random game of "spinning firman" we decided to eat at Mac's boohoo. Unhealthy max. Laughed throughout dinner because the atmosphere was so weird + diana and yixin kept doing moronic stuff. After dinner we went to popular to buy our respective items. I swear I have at least 3 bottles of shoe adhesive. Sigh. Stuck my gladiators back at old chang kee there... So unglam but aye who cares I already unglam since idk when liao ^^

So we took train down to airport... Last day with Phoebe already! Will miss ranting to her about all the hong kong drama plots and etc ;) Took some photos and Peichin picked up my cover... Not much to elaborate but haha was shocked to see yc + jurizal there. Eco-friendly me! :D So yeh, stayed there till around 11 plus, Phoebe flew off and we went our separate ways. I decided to take the train home alone but somehow ended up rushing into the train to find Peichin, Jasmin and Jordy. Yixin caught up with me at the very last moment but we missed the train because we tried to enter from the wrong gantries T-T Took bus home with Peichin & Yixin and bumped into Bryony under her block. Talked to her for around an hour under her block before I finally dragged myself home.

Reached home at around 1am. WEBCAMMED WITH ABS 8D

(someone is in despair)

Haha! There're more sneak shots but freaking unglam so yep :)

And the photos from the other day. Went to tp with Nazera and bumped into Glen and we watched a movie that he recommended. Haha!

Haha blue rim around my eyes = my contacts.

So we went to Texas Chicken for lunch ;)

They were selling a burger for 95 cents!! But it tasted weird :/

Went to ehub after finding no place to slack at. But a lot of pigeons and pigs... HAHA CODENAME NOT REAL PIGEONS AND PIGS UH.

Enter Glen hahaha!

End.

I still have like *inserts random number* photos to rotate from Friday + ytd! Oh well. Byebye!

回憶裡想起模糊的小時候　雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空

2011-03-25T01:34:00.003+08:00

Will be meeting (most) of them later. I miss 4E5! xx

Was reading my 2009 & 2010 blog entries because I'm feeling a wave of nostalgia. I think I have an attachment to Hai Sing ohnoezx. Haha so anyway here are some old pictures because I just felt like posting them up ;D

LOL @ Amzar randomly inserted in the middle.
Last day of school. Cried a little, laughed like mad, and we graduated happily.

National Day Celebration. The epic day in which our batch sang the national anthem and started dancing around the flag stand like good citizens :P

I feel so lame doing the peace sign in both photos lmfao. But here's another one (no less retarded) and I doubt most of us are looking into the camera.

Well, Jasmin was. HAHAHA. And the clouds were pretty awesome that day too. Nan de ke yi catch dao good view in our creaky old school you know!!??

I don't remember studying at all lmfao. A few days before O's we were flipping through magazines laughing at R-rated quizzes and etc. *OTL*
Okay, time to sleep. BUDDY HOAGIES LONG TIME NO SEE HERE I COME~

"The problem with people who have no vices is that you can be sure they're going to have some pretty annoying virtues."

2011-03-24T00:45:00.009+08:00

Titular quote by Elizabeth Taylor who passed away today. RIP.
This may come off as astonishing but I actually watched most of her movies like Cleopatra. Especially Cleopatra, she keep changing costumes like nobody's business lmfao. I've tried hunting for National Velvet too but yeah, I failed. D'aw. And I realised I've watch many movies that were filmed even before my mum met my dad. LOL, Cleopatra was actually a 1963 film. There was this period where I was practically watching the best films made in the 60s, 70s, and 80s, hunted down from Wikipedia. No life much? xD

Anyway~ A lil' update (I SWEAR) before I go offline and rush through my paperwork...

#100FACTSABOUTME
(via Twitter)

i) I am holy..
ii) I have invisible angel wings... Really
iii) I love reading so much that I can finish 5 novels in a day. Hardcore bookworm.
iv) I'm into gaming.
v) I love #FinalFantasy
vi) Which is why I'm writing the numbers in roman numerals.
vii) It's 1am and I have about 30 pages of writings to rush through D:
viii) I'm still hunting for the USA iso of Dissidia Duodecim... And still failing.
ix) I was into ballet when I was younger. I wanted to learn ballet.
x) I was into horseback riding too... I love horses :D
xi) Actually, I love most animals.
xii) I'm shy... REALLY LAHHHHHHHHHH.
xiii) I'd love to learn ballet and piano. Though it's too late for ballet, but who cares, I'm still gonna learn piano someday!
xiv) I'm kind of violent :(
xv) I grew up playing street fighter, bishi bashi, smackdown and the likes with my brother.
xvi) I have an elder brother and our age gap is 5 years. Meaning he's 22 and I'm 17.
xvii) We're not that close... But I guess we aren't that distant either. Love-hate relationship, you know.
xviii) Our names have nothing to do with each other, so don't even try guessing chrysanthemum or anything.
xix) But our chinese names are equally weird. If I have to say so, his is freaking weird. HAHAHA.
xx) We used to watch horror movies together and then persuade each other to sleep in my room because we're frightened to death. LOL.
xxi) But sometimes I hate him so much I feel like stabbing him.
xxii) This is going on way too much on my brother.
xxiii) I'm closer to my mother.
xxiv) My family consist of me, my brother, and our parents.
xxv) I have a fucking gallery of toys. #happychildhood
xxvi) I've watched most cartoons... Except Sesame Street.
xxvii) That reminds me. I'm an otaku!
xxviii) I love reading manga and watching anime.
xxix) No I'm not into porn -_- don't anyhow link!
xxx) My first animes were Pokemon, Digimon, Doraemon. Mon Mon Mon. Hehe. Oh, not to forget Sailor Moon.
xxxi) My favourite is Bleach.
xxxii) Ichigo x Rukia is forever canon in my eyes. Hardcore fangirl ♥
xxxiii) My hair is naturally straight :3
xxxiv) My eyesight is HORRIBLE. It's around 1250 degrees in each eye.
xxxv) I wear contacts with a translucent blue colour because my optician was afraid I wouldn't be able to find them when they drop. She's smart ♥
xxxvi) I have 5 piercings on my ears.
xxxvii) I disapprove of smoking. Really.
xxxviii) I love stuff toys and plushies n_n
xxxix) I'm 155-157 cm tall... That's about exactly 5 ft.
xl) I'm 43.5 kg. That's about 95 pounds?
xli) I'm in the shorties club. Yeah yeah.
xlii) Truth and Charity. I like my height now. Hehe.
xliii) I'm from Pasir Ris Primary School.
xliv) I'm from Hai Sing Catholic School.
xlv) I hated Hai Sing but to be honest I have a lingering attachment to it.
xlvi) Life in Hai Sing was AWESOME beyond words.
xlvii) Especially the upper sec years. Sec 2 was wonderful but Sec 3 - 4 was mind blowing.
xlviii) Proud to be a ~~seafood~~Hai Sian :D
xlix) I get attached to the most ridiculous things such as an eraser I've been using for 2 years, or the bowl I'm using since I was borne.

L) WE ARE FUCKING DONE WITH THE 50TH FACT. REJOICE! ♥

Back to the topic.

li) I have this pillowcase that's been with me since I was borne. It used to be my pillow. Meaning it was around the size of my head when I was a baby. And now it's the size of my hand. I can't sleep without it ♥
lii) I suck at eating spicy food but I love the spiciness... But I suck so I'd always need milk or a soft drink to stand by :D
liii) I love ban mian ^^
liv) You're prolly already dead from reading the facts.
lv) I like FYL.
lvi) I prefer chocolate over strawberry in terms of ice-cream flavour...
lvii) But chocolate + strawberry + vanilla = ice cream from heaven for me.
lvii) I'm known as the holy angel... REALLY LAHHHHHHHHH.
lviii) I aspire to be a novelist, or an author... It started when I was young, but it's still in my dreams now.
lix) I have friends from all over the world whom I've never met before in real life, but we're just as tight as close friends! xoxo
lx) Especially the friends I met on this gaming forum. We've been friends since 2005. That's like 6 years back and now we're still in contact! *cues sao, tombi, jet, may, bn, sarah, teo & etc*
lxi) I'd LOVE to visit Europe someday. Especially England/Britain/whatever it's called now. Oh, and Scotland. And Iceland!
lxii) I love ancient civilisations and their respective mythologies.
lxiii) I love ancient greek clothes... And egyptians' too...
lxiv) Actually, I love the traditional ancient clothings of the Japanese, Chinese, and many other countries'.
lxv) I love medieval clothes... *screams at how pretty medieval clothes are*
lxvi) I love history :D
lxvii) I can speak English, Mandarin Chinese, Cantonese, and well Hokkien as a dialect, and Hainanese to a slight extent.
lxviii) I can understand a little Japanese too. But I'll prolly be as lost as a lamb in Japan.
lxix) I can't stand whiny bitches.
lxx) The 70th. I'm way too emotional. I cry at the slightest thing and people around me go "why the f are you crying at that!?"
lxxi) I've never been admitted into a hospital before in 17 years of my life. A very wondrous thing.
lxxii) I love Pikachu. Pika pi!
lxxiii) I'm actually supposed to be offline by now.
lxxiv) This was supposed to be short.
lxxv) I'm tired.
lxxvi) I hate people who are freaking racist.
lxxvii) I hate people who are too insensitive but I can't stand those who are overly sensitive as well.
lxxviii) I detest cowards and abhor people who are unable to stand up for themselves.
lxxix) Can't stand those who don't bring up their objections but go around your back and bitch about how unfair the final decision yadayadayada was. Grow some balls, bitches.
lxxx) 80TH. Thank god. I'm a Buddhist.
lxxxi) I strictly don't consume beef.
lxxxii) I believe in respecting all religions.
lxxxiii) I'm more into the cat-type guys. Hehe.
lxxxiv) My favourite mythological beast is the unicorn... Pegasus ♥
lxxxv) I've read most of the greek myths out there.
lxxxvi) I use to talk to myself. HAHA.
lxxxvii) I don't find teletubbies creepy.
lxxxvii) I joined Twitter in September, 2009.
lxxxviii) I joined Facebook in late 2009 - early 2010. Can't really remember.
lxxxix) I type using my two index fingers. Neat, huh :D
xc) I'M SECRETLY COUNTING DOWN TO THE 100TH FACT.
xci) I'm not even sure if my roman numerals are right anymore... Ooops!
xcii) I fucking hate spiders.
xciii) I'd want a kitten and a puppy in the future... And I'll force them to be bff MWUHAHAHAHA.
xciv) I'm still watching Natsume Yuujinchou despite the fact that it only has 13 episodes... LOL FAIL.
xcv) When there's an outing, I'm always the one likely to be late... I'M SO SORRY FRIENDS D:
xcvi) 2nd December is my birthday hehe.
xcvii) I used to own a hamster but she passed away after 4 years. Her name was Hikari but I always call her Hammie. I loved herrrrrrrrrr.
xcviii) YAY BEACHES. YAYNESS. DON'T FORGET I'M HOLY AND PURE. I've been single for my whole life and I'm lovin' it n_n.
xcix) I SO EXCITED. FRIDAY FRIDAY GOTTA GET DOWN ON FRIDAY. Okay. I love Super Junior but frankly, I'm more into Jpop/Jdrama than Kpop/Kdrama.
c) THIS IS THE END, THE 100TH FACT. I LOVE RYEOWOOK! HEHE.

またそんな顔して　唇噛み締めて　弱さを隠してるけど

2011-03-23T01:56:00.011+08:00

Natsume x Nyanko-sensei = WIN ♥

I'll do a proper post soon. It's crazy having nearly 300 photos to resize and upload on Facebook but gah since I have so much free time, I should be able to do it. With that said here's a lil' update of my recent chaotic (NOT) life. I've been going out recently and finally I can scratch my "MY LAST MOVIE WAS RAPUNZEL T-T" statement! I caught Red Riding Hood, Big Mommas: Like Father, Like Son and World Invasion: Battle LA!

The moon was really pretty a few days ago. It looked exactly like that. This was taken by a Japanese astronaut and spread throughout Twitter ♥

Okay I sense this post is going to be longggggggggg. WHY EVERYTIME LIKE THAT SOBSZX. Everytime I tell myself not to get carried away and post a short one I'll just forget it and start typing ridiculously long posts. Sigh okay nvm.

So I've been out the Saturday before with Adelene, Jiemin, Yixin, Valerie & Chunhoe (LOL combination) because we wanted to catch Red Riding Hood. Some stuff happened and Val & Chunhoe left before watching the movie first. So the 4 of us went in and sat on our beloved couple seats... Yep. I shared my couple seat with Lady and we were practically freezing. The aircon was way too cold but I'm sure you're not interested in the aircon so let's get on with the movie!

Was holding hands with Jiemin throughout (most) of the movie because we were cowardly girls scared to death by the effects and the super intimidating wolf :/ And we were discussing amongst ourselves who's hotter and better, Henry (Max Irons) or Peter (Shiloh Fernandez) one second, and squealing to ourselves as the wolf burst out of nowhere the next. Luckily we didn't go for 3D or something.

Red Riding Hood, AKA, Valerie. Heyyo Valerie! By the way, she's fucking white and on one of the promotion posters they enhanced her skin tone and gave her red lipstick and she looked kinda ghostly. How do I put it, she looked more like she stepped out from a promo poster of Snow White (which would be picture perfect if she had black hair) more so than RRH.

Peter, the woodcutter.

And the rich (?) blacksmith, Henry.

I'll give this movie a 4.9/5 because the ending was too rushed for me. BUT 4.9 MEANS YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT ALRIGHT! It's pretty awesome, the setting is so fucking beautiful and I just love medieval novels so this movie and its setting REALLLLLLLLLLLY appealed to me. And the way the girls tied their hair with those braids in the middle, god it's so freaking beautiful. I must try and do it someday (knowing I will fail anyway) too hahaha.

And after the movie we went to lepak around... Pretty much being bored and all. Diana joined us and we had our lunch at Fish&Co.! Stupid fish nuggets were so salty. Anyway we headed to whitesands after that and stayed at the library for some time before Jiemin left. And us, being the bored and retarded and aimless girls, we bought food and we (wanted to) find Tingting. So I bought my pancake, Yixin bought her subway, Adelene bought her Happy Meal, and Diana dabao-ed her Waterise rice. Awesome, we completely forgot our goal and slacked outside Hai Sing at 8 pm in the night. Sat down on nowhere and started talking about recent affairs hahaha. Whaddya expect, we're mature young adults okay not bitchy young girls bitching when they have nothing to do.

Took photos of this cute lil' kitten that kept coming nearer and nearer to us. Diana was frightened to death and so was I, frankly, hahaha. We saw Haising's old vendor, the auntie who used to sell drinks. She recognised us and she actually joined us in talking for like 15 minutes or so, lmfao. Nice day.

In the end the 4 of us stayed there till like 10 and we decided to catch ANOTHER movie. Super impromptu. Decided to watch Big Mommas: Like Father, Like Son and yay us, we squeeze into the front row. Hahaha.

I see horribly negative reviews of this movie everywhere on the Internet, but truth be told I thought it was awesome and I'd give it a 4.9/5 too! Because the ending was rushed as well but I had lots to laugh at in this movie. That russian mob's accent was fucking hilarious and his two bodyguards or whatsoever were SERIOUSLY retarded. I mean, when Trent (the stepson) went into a room as a guy, and seconds later, a girl (not to mention weird and oversized) came out, and moments later when they burst into the same room and found that Trent was nowhere to be seen, they totally didn't realise that Trent = weird girl. And one of the bodyguard was like "Boss, we didn't find him, but we found his girlfriend" and the other one went like "Both of them" LOL???

And seriously? Who in the world does not realise when two grown men like these...

turn into weird women like these!?

NOPE. Nobody realises yet...

EVEN WHEN HE'S NEARLY NAKED. Very nearly.

And another yummy factor (LOL) of the movie was the hot girls in the school!! Enter Portia Doubleday. Prettiest girl I've ever see. Well, one of the most beautiful angmohs anyway. She's acting as Jasmine, one of the ringleaders and the girl who calls the shots in that school and she's seriously beautiful.

See what I was going on about!!?? BALLERINA GREETS WEIRD CHICS.

Near-perfect features. WHY AM I NOT BORN WITH LOOKS LIKE HER *SCREAMS* LOL inferiority complex against Caucasians setting in but nvm I tell you. I like the way Asians are! xx

Enter Charmaine, Trent's female self. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Oh, and I thought he looked familiar. No wonder, he's the satyr guy, Grover or something, in Percy Jackon 8D

Did I mention that the dude who acted as RRH's dad in RRH also acted as Bella's dad in Twilight? The director, you are sooooooooo obvious. Anyway! Last movie to talk about. I met up with Nazera ytd and we caught World Invasion: Battle Los Angeles. Let's just call it Battle LA now. I'm convinced it has a prequel, but apparently it doesn't...

Oh yeah. We basically went into the movies without knowing what the hell is this movie all about. No plot, no sypnosis, just "it's something like 2012" from Glen, whom we bumped into at ehub. Dandy. We ended up crying throughout the whole movie. I'd give it a 4.9/5 too. Been watching awesome movies lately, seriously!

Long story cut short lah, it's just alien invasion + war mixed into one movie. Throw in some action and some tear-jerking deaths and the crowning moments of glory + crowning moments of awesome and there, you get this amazing movie. I guess you could say we were pretty much into this movie because we were actually "yes"-ing when the cmog+cmoa occurred hahaha. PLUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

IT'S SANTOS. HAHAHA INSIDE JOKE WITH TING + ADE. We used to be harassed by this dude named David Santos or something. But anyway, this character has got balls seriously. Love her! AND. There was this another character in the movie with the cutest accent ever (I think it's fake though, LOL) and he (the character) is apparently from Louisiana or something... *self-notes* LOL JUST KIDDING.

Yeah, hell. Normally I wouldn't even give a second glance at movies with everyone dressed like that but this movie was awesome!! I think this guy's name was Imlay or something. It sounded like Emily and then Emeili and finally I realised it could be Imlay xD

And he's hot. HAHAHA.

End of post. Hello long post. You were originally intended to be a short one. I got too carried away again. Sigh. Oh well, going to check on the NA version of Dissidia Duodecim! *squeals in excitement* It's supposed to be released today and I finally finally finally got over the fact that the new opening seriously sucked. Okay, goodbye! ♥

读完了依赖我很快就离开

2011-03-14T01:27:00.019+08:00

時は流星のように長く光る尾をひき
瞬く間に駆け抜けて行くから
二度と戻らない今日を今と向き合う強さを
あきらめたりしないと誓おう

I'll try and do a proper update later. I love the photo above but zomfg what is with the hole there in my fringe! *OTL*

Anyway I'm bursting with joy right now, just received an offline message from Nagisa that my friends and their families are all okay! Was damn worried, especially for Satoshi, because he lives in Sendai, one of the worst-hit areas :/ But I think it'd be awhile before connection there resumes because almost everything's reduced to nothing. Hey that rhymes. What did I say, I'm a natural born poet, ain't I? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay calming down in progress, whoops.

I have to wake up early later D: Mum is bringing me and my grandma to grab a pizza for lunch. Lol when I put it like this it sounds as if we're gonna go there, steal a slice of pizza, and then run away. Prolly Pizza Hut. And I'm meeting my darling Adelene after that!! ♥ I swear I love her hahaha but I don't love her shark mouth with food attack :(

O' Lord Voldy on Twitter, you never cease to make laugh with your wonderful parody images hating on Twilight... All hail the arrival of ~~Cedric~~Edward. HAHAHAHA.

Oh and there have been rumours circulating around that the creator of Pokemon and Hello Kitty died in the Sendai Earthquake. Omfg can't believe there are such irresponsible people spreading such rumours around Twitter. Karma, you know? Nintendo has confirmed that nobody of Nintendo in Japan is injured so that probably gives a 99% chance that Tajiri Satoshi is still alive. As for the creator of Hello Kitty, erm I think it's just a follow-up rumour after Tajiri's alleged death lmao. By the way...

He looks like this. HAHAHA SO CUTE RIGHT. LIKE PERFECT GRANDPA FIGURE ^-^

Okay so the day after I went to the flea with Candy & Abby, I headed out with Candy again! This time we went to FEP to do some shopping...

Loving my camera! Sorry I've been repeating this for like the goddamn 123456789th time but I really like it! Of course it can't be compared to Canon and yadayadayada... But yep :D But yeah, enough about my camera. So we wanted to collect this skirt I reserved from the flea the day before, but before we could find the shop, we chanced upon this freaking chio toga dress displayed on a mannequin outside this shop. Fucking pretty. I love that dress. After contemplating we decided to go in and I tried it on. Slightly too big for me but... I STILL LOVE IT (≧▽≦)

And guess what!? The original price was $39.90 but I snagged it at $20 instead! It's a friggin' good buy for me. Was ecstatic about the dress but the only problem now is I doubt I would have a chance to wear it in the near future... Haha never mind. It's like what they say, the foresight to plan for things that happen in the future years to come is important... Cheers! （ ^_^）o自自o（^_^ ） LOL OKAY SELF-HYPNOTISING ACTUALLY.

Love my angel earrings but they're too heavy to be worn on an everyday basis D: got to hunt for more angelic stuff soon... *evil gleam in eyes*

So after getting the dress and realising that the skirt is not in the shop, we went to Old Town White Coffee Cafe~ Checked into 4square like no tomorrow, hehe :D Candy ordered something that resembles maggi~ But it's quite nice.

And because I've had my lunch before heading out, I ordered this coffee ice cream thingy. Tasted goddamn delicious but I choked on the milo powder 2 times, lmfao xD

Thanks for bearing with my holy face. LOL. So after that we walked from FEP to SCAPE~! I forgot what footwear I had on that day but it was prolly my bloody wedges that're starting to hurt me after nearly 2 years. Got them for etiquette dinner in 2009 and they've never given me any blisters on my toes before, but recently I got a blister on my right heel. Yeah, it's on my heel. Weird :/

^ Spot the difference. HAHAHA.
Slacked awhile at the open space. There were many people dancing randomly there, LOL. I guess they're practicing for competition or something. Not a single hot guy to be spotted, sadly. Okay that was a joke, I didn't even bother to look around. The weather was awesome that day ♥

This concludes the end of the photo spam... Okay maybe not. A few more photos. Hahaha that was a good weather to take photos :X I can't remember what we did after this, but I guess we walked around somemore and then we decided to take bus 5 from outside FEP home! ;D by the time I got home it was already dark, so I'm guessing we left town at 7++.

Nothing much. Got home and used the com for some time and decided to do some mixing effects on some photos, so I took a few more self-shots and played around~ The first one isn't edited though.

Okay this concludes the end of the post! I've decided to turn in early today. It's 3 minutes to 2 am now. Good night!

The most important thing in communication is to hear what isn't being said.

2011-03-12T00:39:00.003+08:00

Ire

So you guys probably heard about the earthquake hitting Japan right? Apparently there're dangers in Phillipines, Taiwan, China, Papua New Guinea, the Gamu and all as well, but Japan got it in the worst way apparently. I mean, it's a freaking 8.8 magnitude (the last time I checked it went up to 8.9) earthquake we're talking about here. So I'm not really in geography but anyone with common sense will know that 8.8 is not a joke. The other time Sichuan had a 7.something earthquake and I was crying like mad watching the footage on tv. The people dying under all that rubble is seriously a heart aching sight. Imagine 8.8. I don't know about any of you, but I am glad to be born in Singapore. And there are people who're already complaining and bitching about president's pay rise. Okay kinda out of topic.

But anyway I'm really goddamn fucking pissed at how dense and shameless some human beings can choose to be. While most of us are like "wtf hope everyone is safe there" there are people going "fuck my *insert mmropg name*'s server is down/crashed/whatever" -_- There are also immature people going around and being cynical saying those who trend #prayforjapan are no more than kpo individuals who feel that it's a "must" to be compassionate blah blah blah. So they're actually saying that we did nothing but offer fake sympathy because we feel it's a social and moral norm.

Sorry but yoohoo, duh? If you don't have that least bit of compassion in any inch of your artillery/veins/capillaries of your useless body behind the freaking computer screen, you're really worthless and you have failed as a human being. Why not join the apes? Granted, we may be seen as "extra" and trying to offer sympathy when it's "none of our business", but it actually HAS something got to do with us you know. The moment the earthquake hit Japan, the yen currency started dropping and this in turn has affected other countries' currencies, since the world's economy is closely tied together. So even if you're a fucking heartless pathetic excuse of a soul, that option doesn't work.

And then there's the group of "who the fuck cares what happened to japan". Well, what if the world works in such a way that nobody gives a damn when this happens to your country:

Oh yeah we'll see who's talking then. How does it feel to be halfway travelling on a highway on one second, and tilted to a side with nowhere to run on the next?

This was in Fukushima I believe. The house sank into the ground. Wtf.

The tsunami hitting Miyagi and its aftermath - the fires.

Worried beyond words. I don't fucking know if my friend and his family are safe, or not. Thankfully (and unfortunately) he's the only one living in one of the affected areas so I know my other friends are safe. Of all places he has to freaking live in Sendai, where the earthquake was around 8.4... Well at least it's not 8.9 there but I'm still flustered. Trying to get my other friends to contact him too. Damn.

"1.00am Japanese police have found 200 to 300 bodies on a beach at Sendai. NHK television said the victims appeared to have drowned. Police are now putting the death toll at 88 with 349 missing, not including the bodies found at Sendai."

"1.17am Millions of people in greater Tokyo are stranded after the earthquake shut down the capital's massive subway system. Countless workers have found themselves stuck far from their families, and unable to speak to them because the overloaded mobile phone system could not carry most calls."

"2.02am The official Kyodo news agency is reporting that about 88,000 people are missing. The pictures below show the awful scale of the earthquake's impact."

"4.18am Kyodo news agency now puts the estimate of number killed at more that 1000."

Yeah, what the heck. 88, 000 people missing. Ships and vehicles and trucks are missing everywhere and everyone is frantically calling for their families. I'm guessing there would be some kids orphaned and separated from their families too.

And we've never been through anything like that. I must have done something good in my previous life to be born in Singapore I swear. There were rumours about "tsunamis" hitting Singapore earlier today which was kind of ridiculous because since young, we've been taught that Singapore is generally free from some devastating natural disasters because "we have other countries to shield us". Okay just kidding it's because our waters aren't deep enough. Coupled with the fact that it's geographically impossible for Singapore to be hit by a life-threatening tsunami, there you got it~

So yeah, I realise after typing for 10 minutes or so, I have no idea what is the point of this post. Initially I just needed to vent my frustrations (it's a free society) on ignorant bitches but yeah somehow the post started turning emotional. I hope Satoshi is safe. I haven't talked to him in like half a year but I swear if he's fucking safe and sound I'll call him and scream into the phone for like one minute.

Ooh I think I just found a meaning for this post!

Treasure your friends, whether they are friends you've met in real life, or just people you've grown fond of through cyber means (blah blah blah trying to sound holy here but it's not working I guess). Everybody takes something for granted, but try and remind yourself at times to treat your friends, families and loved ones better. Life is unfair, criminals and people who've done heinous deeds escape punishment and yet everyday innocent people are dying just because they're in the wrong place at the wrong time. You never know *CHOICHOICHOI TOUCHWOOD X20* what might happen the next day so yup, cherish all that you have.

I could have been easier on you, I could have been all you held on to

2011-03-11T00:41:00.005+08:00

夢は流星のように雨上がりの虹のように。

Been eating a lot recently. I finally stopped my streak of days spent outside. I stayed in bed late till around 5pm today as *coughsandcuesholytone* we were blessed with the most wondrous and magnificent rainfall in weeks! Thank god xxxxxxxx. Slept in peacefully, didn't have to ring up the Vincent guy from Recruit Express because I got my stupid fool of a sister Diana to do it. LOVE HER TTM ^^

Spamming anime episodes now. Will update later. Might be getting hamster earlier than expected ^-^
Song For... ♥ Best Bleach ED ever!
xx
ひとりわ寂しい、苦しい。でも今わ、あたしひとりでじゃない。

If I could find you now things would get better, we could leave this town and run forever

2011-03-09T02:15:00.005+08:00

Adelene is very proud of this photo because she says it's cute. Ha.
Abs forced her into a photo! The photo turned out damn nice somemore! Kan xia mian!!

Okay basically I've been quite busy these few days with poly enrollment D: It seriously sucks having to do all the documents all by yourself... Why MOE no do for us!!??!!?? Hahaha j/k. But then again, it just adds up to the tragedy of adult fare *OTL*

I've been going out for 4 days in a row already! That accumulates to like, what, 200+++ photos? Spammed a lot when I'm out with Rongming+SiDi+Diana & my lone day with Candy :3 But I'm not posting those photos up yet... It's 2.40 am! I need to catch some sleep since I've been sleeping in late (again dammit I just reversed my bio clock sobsz) recently.

So I headed out for a flea with Candy & Abigail the other day~! But before meeting up with them, I rushed down to White Sands at about 3 in the afternoon to meet Adelene. I swear I love her hahaha -^^- Anyway she had her MJC road run or something, and she was donned in blue from head to toe!! Blue shirt, blue shorts, blue sports shoes... Lmao. And she stole my bangle. Nvm, lao niang got extra =D GOTCHAZ.

I wanted to edit and caption this but I'm too lazy to do so. Her expression is so hilarious xD

So Candy & Abs came and find us. We went down to B1 'cause I needed to take my ID photo for the enrollment. My face is horrendous in the photo lah. The more I look at it, the more I dbt my own face. So round ;A; Okay putting my face aside (LOL?), Adelene went home after that and the 3 of us went to Clarke Quay. The flea was a disappointment but I reserved a skirt and got to eat my favourite Soyato! n_n

Abs & I had our dinner at BK and then we went to Subway to lepak while Candy ate her dinner. Wild night. Can't stop playing the game "would you rather" and etc. We even video-ed down the whole process but the content, erm, it's too explicit to be shown :P Will ruin my image!! Hahaha!

After that we went to a corner of the area outside and took some photos. The background there was awesome but due to it my camera's quality was reduced drastically... Sigh. Fast forward, was pretty tired so we decided to go home early. Caught the last train and last bus home. Cute guy in inter ^0^ LOL. Reached home at around 12 + in the morning.

Okay I took ten minutes to finish this post not counting the fact that I left this space blank for like half an hour hahaha godly speed-typing. Alright, good night/morning! ♥

I told you when you asked, I know this wouldn't last

2011-03-08T00:17:00.003+08:00

I can't find the time to update. But after tmr I'll finally be F-R-E-E, free from this sickness that's polluting the world at this point of time, aka The Enrollment. Or should I say The Sickening Enrollment. Screwed up.

I didn't edit any of the photos with any effects! Totally loving my camera's hq photos. But it only works with sufficient light. It totally got reduced to normal handphone quality at an area with an amazing background in Clarke Quay.

I'm getting a hamster as soon as possible. But I don't know how soon is soon. And I'm definitely gonna find a cute name for her. It's definitely gonna be a girlie hammie. HAHAHA! Alright, toodles! xx

"'Cuz some day you are gonna get hungry, and eat all of the words you just said.”

2011-03-06T01:56:00.008+08:00

I miss PE with 4E5~

Was just looking through the yearbook and facebook and my notebooks as well as my student journal (yes it hasn't been thrown away thank god xxx) and I realise I was truly happy throughout Sec 4 life!! It's a breezy road down to o levels with little feuds and quarrels, tons of melodramatic but hilarious memories tinted with moments of dramatic outbursts on the way and all. Okay I sound like I am typing an essay here. I shall go more localised. Yeah lahhhhhhhhh, my point is that seriously, secondary school friends and memories are really the ones that will stay with you for life, excluding NS for the guys lah. Sec3 machiam holiday or what, everyday go home use com then next morning go school copy homework. And I always study for the major exams like EOY one day before the tested subjects and forget all about them in a week or so. True, if time gives me an opportunity to rewind, I would seriously read my freaking maths textbook every freaking week and do at least 10 maths questions per week. But after all's said and done I'm still quite satisfied with my results because I started studying only like a week before the first paper. The teachers in Sec4 were alright with an exception of a few (urgh) and fun is an understatement to describe the class. Sure we're not that united with the whole guys ignoring girls and girls separating into different factions issues and all but we still had fun with one another :3 I doubt I would forget this for my whole life. Even if I did, well I have my dear blog here to reminisce about ten, twenty, thirty years down the road. I hope I'd still be blogging by then xx.

Last day of PE was spent taking photos :X

Last day of school and last day in that freezing classroom with aircon.

Idk who started it but we started taking photos. I think I was wearing Firman's striped jacket.

Fringeless hahaha ♥

F&N class! ♥

Okay I'm supposed to be sleeping actually but I couldn't resist blogging about sec4. I think I'll do a long post on my secondary school life one day hahaha. But for now I need to tend to my bed... It's calling me over. IT'S ALL MY BED'S FAULT. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I remember telling Adelene in the mornings "WO QI BU LAI WO DE BED BU YAO RANG WO QI LAI JIU MING ADELENE" and she'll be like "NI FANG PI K&& KUAI DIAN GEI WO QI CHUANG SI NV' REN" lmfao.

TRANSLATION: "ADELENE I CAN'T GET OFF MY BED IT'S HOLDING ME DOWN OH NO HELPZXZXZXZX"
"SHUT THE F UP AND GET THE HELL OFF YOUR BED YOU STUPID WOMAN"

Yeah, something like that. Now she's the one who has to wake up earlier everyday :D
I can't hunt for the opening to Dissidia Duodecim... The rumoured opening is the one below here and it sucks to the freaking max wtf. It's 3/4 copy-and-paste from Dissidia's first game's opening and the rest of the 1/4 of new scenes are the ones that were revealed through a series of trailers... Not too impressive, seriously. I'm super pissed :@ The music is also from the original Dissidia which is so shocking coming from Square Enix.

Video is mirrored btw. And the WoL looks like some secret child of Kuja and Michael Jackson what the heck?

The first game's opening goes like this. Mirrored as well. Granted, the first 2 minutes were quite lame and all but still!

And it's like hello two times the length of the rumoured opening and more exciting? Even though it's kind of cliche with the battles and all but it's the cinematic opening that I'm really looking forward to :(

I'll leave it at here today. Update more tomorrow or something. Good night~ ♥

And I'm beyond your peripheral vision, so you might want to turn your head.

2011-03-03T15:44:00.004+08:00

Trying out my new camera in various ways. The quality rocks so much, you don't even have to edit the photos to give the effects or anything :3

I'll update this post in a few hours or so. Hunting like mad for Dissidia Duodecim's opening movie. It's supposed to be CG-fied in ultra high quality, knowing Square Enix and all, but yet all I can find is a stupid 3 minute clip that some retards are claiming is the real intro. The uploader merely stated "this is the intro, not the opening fmv" yeah wtf is that supposed to mean, dude? Intro = Opening yes/no????? Urgh.

Okay going off for a lil' nap. Didn't catch any sleep at all. Tata!

The Sun that locks heaven, the Moon that eclispes the night

2011-03-01T21:59:00.008+08:00

Hidan in his religious moments.

I'm sorry, I really have nothing to update but I felt the urge to post this up... Since I was spending my life at home catching up on Shippuden and all... HAHAHA. Don't bother reading this if you're looking for updates/pictures/etc.

Lee is in another of the wtf moments...

LOL @ Neji's face.

Dinosaur's thoughts: "OH MY GOD IT'S AN OPERA SINGER! RUN AWAY!"
(via someone on youtube)
L-M-F-A-O!!!!

The real footage hahaha.

^ FTW.

Battle of staredown HAHAHA.

The quality is bad but it's the only full scene I could find on youtube. Dei+Tobi (L)

Better quality but it cut out the buddha part, LOL. I love Deidara & Sasori's voice ahhhhhhhh.

HIS EYES TOTALLY CREEP THE HELL OUTTA NARUTO LMFAO.

Creeeeeeeeeeeepy eyes.

My new OTP#2 hahaha. Yuri x Estelle~

Cultivate your hunger before you idealise, motivate your anger to make them all realise.

2011-02-28T00:08:00.019+08:00

自分で決めたその夢だけはゆずれないだろ?
You can't give up on a dream you chose yourself.

I can't believe I actually, seriously, woke up for lunch and hit the pillow right afterwards. Wow. Okay, so I woke up at 12 plus in the afternoon today, washed up and brushed my teeth and all, had a sumptous lunch, and I started lying comfortably on my bed. Before I knew it, I'd fallen asleep and the next time I woke up, it was already 9 at night. And I have this splitting headache now. Great.

Still in the process of catching up on Shippuden. I'm at episode 36 already! Can't believe they dragged Sasori & Sakura's battle till like, 8 episodes?? And the whole thing was so draggy that it was nearly painful to watch (ΘΘ)
Thankfully I'm over that arc already. Here comes Sai and his imba art. Damn, I liked Sasori + Deidara. Dei was especially cute. "Sasori rants about art being 'beauty that lasts forever' and he goes on to die a second later! Ha!" Awww (.^.) I can't wait for that sickening team of zombie brothers, Hidan & Kakazu to appear too. Especially Hidan and his retarded religious speeches.

"TAICHOUUUUUUUUUUUU!! I beg of you, don't press that!!"
"What do you ppl think a captain's coat is anyway!?!?!?!? (╬ ಠ益ಠ)"
"A nuisance. ┐('～`；)┌"
"Cheap. (ΘΘ)"
"Fashion? ( ﾟヮﾟ)"

From Bleach ep. 310. Hahaha this scene just cracked me up so much!! But all in all it was a super filler episode and the emotional scene between Ichigo and Rukia was replaced by a few dumb speeches wtf =(

I think I'm boring all of my readers who aren't as otaku as me ohnoizx. Well sorry for the lack of photos but since I haven't been going out lately, it's only natural that I spend my time online watching what I like to watch right~? (Why does that seem sickeningly as if I'm watching porn?) Ah, I know. I'll upload all the freaking photos on new year. Unnnnnnnnn.

I spent the day/night/morning with the girls @ Vivo first. Metup with Abigail, Tingting, Weiyi, Candy and Rachel. Candy was a surprise! ^^ We headed to Vivo and settled some stuff. The NUM guys helped us get our Hooch? I think it's spelled like that or something. So yep, grabbed a few bottles and headed to the open space!

Ting + Weiyi + Candy left earlier, so it was left with me, abs & rachel. We waited for Peichin who came shortly after.

The fireworks seemed more like the island was on fire or something.

After that, we headed to some bay... I seriously can't remember the name. Ah, reminisce the joy of student fare =( We could take a train from Pasir Ris all the way down to Joo Koon and back and it'd cost lesser than a trip to town or something.

We nearly KO-ed on the way back to Pasir Ris. Bumped into Albee & Adelene at the train station and Adelene joined us while Bee went home =D

Started making and playing with balloons hehe. Royston spotted Abs & I and he came over to talk to us for some time. After some time, we decided to go to Pasir Ris Park. Unfortunately we met with something creepy on the way there... Shall not elaborate omfgz.

That'd be all for today gah so tired yet I have a feeling if I continue sleeping I'd be sleeping my life away ;w; Bye-yeom~

The clock ticks away the days, and time flows away

2011-02-26T19:19:00.009+08:00

「何が間違っているのだろう?
何が間違っていないのだろう?」

I'm favouring verdana over tahoma. I've got many things left undone on my to-do-list (which I intend to complete them, hopefully) and now I'm having financial trouble. Hopefully I'd get the job at Sentosa, even if that means burning a hole in my pocket due to the atrocious adult fare D: So lately I've been spending my days wilting away at home, occasionally going down to buy some stuff for my mother. Okay I totally sound like a jobless, hopeless alcoholic right now xD

I miss you girls!! xx

I've been trying to catch up on Shippuden recently... God, I stopped at episode 22. And the latest episode is like, the 200th? Good grief. Since we're on the topic of anime, I've decided to name my future pets after 2 of Bleach's mascots!! (I guess you could call them that >:D)

Chappy & Kon!
Well technically I assume it's Kon in that fanart since Ichigo would never do anything like that.
★ CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY CHAPPY ★~
So if it's a female, I would definitely name her Chappy. And if it's a male, then Kon he shall be! *proudofself* But who knows when I'm gonna get a dog/cat. I've been literally begging for one since like forever but my mum's quite of reluctant after Hikari (my hamster) died of old age =(

Sorry quality so suck uh, this was taken using my FIRST PHONE IN MY WHOLE LIFE. Samsung something. Sobszx why that time I never take somemore. Her official name is Hikari but most of the time everyone just calls her Hammie/Hamstie/Hamma/HAMSTERRRRR hahahaha. And my mother's super duper scared of her. She's smart enough to unlock the cage door on her own and frighten the living daylight outta my mum. And she's sweet enough to only bite males ♥ And yeah I miss her like hell. She died from old age I guess because I've read up somewhere that hamsters only live up to around 3-4 years and I've had her from 2004-2008.

Never going to forget this cutiepie who made my life so worthwhile for 4 years. Okay why am I blogging as if she recently passed away, LOL. *cue dramatic music* She left the world on 1st of July, 2008. *offers holy prayers*

I'm going to pester my parents for either a puppy or a kitten when my poly's life somehow stable. I'm going to half-study-half-work to help pay for my poly fees. This sucks why poly fee so expensive hurrrrrrrrrr si government. Adult fare not enough then still so ex =( OK, I'm totally off-topic. If I can't get either then I'd just get another hamster and name her Chappy. Chappy is supposedly a rabbit but rabbits are too expensive + sensitive. I'm super terrified that I will kill one accidentally by stressing it too much =/

I guess that's all for today. Off to catch up more on Shippuden. Sasori+Deidara (L)

People gather bundles of sticks to build bridges they never cross.

2011-02-25T23:21:00.015+08:00

Wow, some people actually had all the time in the world to link things together. Read this.

There isn't much to update, but I just felt like blogging. Pardon the sibeh act cute photo on top, hahaha xD

Phoebe's leaving for Australia soon! I hope she'll adapt well to the environment there and make tons of nice, new friends! The day before her birthday-cum-surprise-party-day, I met her at 8.30 in the morning because I promised her I'd help out at this temple since it's the last day of Chinese New Year. We ended up cabbing over (christ I hate taxis they should change the material + the smell + some weird uncles driving away) and reaching at about 9+.

I was quite flustered and confused because yeah I didn't know what to do but in 5 minutes or so I managed to grasp the prices and all ;) Some aunties were seriously acting as though they gan zhe qu tou tai or something ~___~ There was even this bitch who insulted Phoebe and my Maths. She machiam graduate from Harvard only. The people there were really nice to work with too except for like one or two, typical irritating singaporean aunty thinking that all the youths out there are out to irritate them or something. Phoebe's shifu(s) are real nice too, and when I accidentally cut into my ring finger with the thongs, one of them was super kanchiong, hahaha!

Ended up heading back to Phoebe's at around 1 plus in the afternoon. She went to bathe first while I lazed around on her couch. I was terrified to the maximumama (new phrase invented by firman) as her cat had gone out wandering and god knows when she might decide to come home. I'm not sure how Sushi would react to a stranger (I only met her once) lying on her sofa so comfortably xD in the end Phoebe's bro came back first and we headed down for lunch? I only bought a cup of coke to drink while they had chickenchop. Went back up and I slept on the sofa for like an hour or so. Damn comfy HAHAHA. Went to bathe and got changed and left Phoebe's house at 5 plus. Her family seriously rocks!!

Met Amy at town in the evening. We headed to Heeren and had ThaiExpress for dinner! Wanted to take lots of photos but... My face too cui liao due to my being deprived of sleep + selling all the food in the morning hahaha. I look disastrous. Nevertheless we managed to snap some photos ;D

I love the black pepper chicken rice! Or something like that.

I love the top 6 photos here.

And the day after that was Phoebe's farewell party... Never take any photos because it was a cui day too. Woke up early in the morning and spent the whole afternoon at white sands doing something... Sigh :(

Can you tell that I'm severely in need of sleep?

THIS WAS THE STATE I AM IN AFTER I CRIED. SEE MY EYES IT'S KINDA PUFFY AND REDUCED TO LIKE, 40% OF ITS USUAL SIZE???? LOOOOOOOL.

Toilet damn chio.

And so, continuing with my updates. The day before yesterday I decided to head to Tampines to buy a camera for myself... Was in a dilemma as I'd seriously DRAIN my account if I get one, but in the end I decided to buy it anyway. Sorry account, I am going to fill you up again soon, I promise ♥

I met Tingting in the morning and filled in a referral form. Hope we both get into that admin job @ Sentosa!! After some time she left and I went to the library and read some books while waiting for Joey to come find me~

We ended up catching up quite a bit and talking about our face shapes? LOL. Plus hairstyles and fringe and all. Sigh dreading poly dreading poly dreading poly.

Super langbei photo after we tied all of our hair up and let it down. I look like szb lol!

Okay I'll update again another day. Stay tuned xD

He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away. ~Raymond Hull

2011-02-22T20:18:00.005+08:00

(via @sleepingwithlions on Tumblr)
I wonder if this is the end. So I've been replaced, that easily? Just thinking about it makes me feel so sick. It's like a cycle that's been repeating itself for what seem like eons, and I'm still being the good o' fool. This is not going to continue.
G O O D B Y E.

Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art.... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival.

2011-02-21T12:46:00.023+08:00

Quote from title by C.S. Lewis... And here's a video to share! ^-^

Christian the lion :D

One of the sweetest lion tales I've come across ♥
The other being the Lion Whisperer guy hahaha. I cried the first time I saw this damn he's just a sweet lil' cat. Excuse me while I go buy one now.

I woke up pretty early today... Like around 11 am? To think I slept at dawn too. I wouldn't be surprised if I see dark eye circles appearing anytime soon. And I'm so goddamn hungry now, I should be abandoning this post to do some cooking for lunch. Mum's preparing for a trip down to the hospital for her usual check-ups and all. I should follow her but I'm too lazy... I fail *OTL*

Come to think of it, there's many things on my to-do list. I've got to send my boots to the cobbler's for repair, return the books to the library, top up my stupid ezlink card (my face automatically goes like :| when I'm attacked by adult fare) and whatnot. I've also decided to get a camera for myself hehe. Finally returned Joey's camera... Alright, not really. I just passed it on to Charmaine so she could return everything to Joey. Looking forward to meeting my sotongs sometime this week ^-^ I think I'm meeting Xiaoyun too? Haven't seen Hun since eons ago!

Yup that's my baby photo :D I look the same right. And the moomoo cup (I dubbed it) was a x'mas gift exchange present I received from sidi, while my holy angelic cup (like owner like cup) was a birthday present from Tingting & Emily ♥

Sake! Present from Japan from Abs! And I miss Diana :(

Love these photos on the days of x'mas ~^~^~

Oh, and I've been watching this anime recently. It's called Working!! (with the double exclamation marks) and it's freaking cute and hilarious and etc etc. I was all fired up watching it that I felt like working in a restaurant or something, but I'd prolly never do that again given my bad experience in F&B and all. Anyway, back to the anime! It caught my attention from the first damn episode and I actually finished almost all 13 episodes in a day... I deliberately left the last episode for another day because I didn't want to kill my source of joy so quickly you see :( Okay that's kind of over-exaggeration lmao xD

And of course my favourite character.... *drumrolls*

POPURA!! Omg she's super cute and I fucking love her stupid expressions! *cues retarded expression#1*

Can anything be more retarded than this? FTW POPURA ♥

I love the two of them together! Satou always vents his frustration of his unrequited feelings for Yachiyo onto Popura and he has this godly amazing ability to restyle her fluffy hair at a godlike speed.

NOTE HER HAIRSTYLE.

Takanashi's inner mini-con complex side emerges. Yikes.

So Popura went and find Yachiyo to help her, and...

KILLER.

She's obviously asking for death. The only thing that's bothering him on a daily basis is her sticking like a lesbian to the manager and not paying him any attention lmfao.

This was what happened when she asked him if he liked Popura. HAHAHAHAHA talk about ignorance!

And Satou went back to bullying Popura right after that. Talk about bad luck.

This guy is actually the main protagonist besides Popura... He dressed like that when he was younger.

And he lives with his 4 sisters...

His 3 elder sisters are basically strict, lifeless and hopeless... His youngest one being the one most considerate of her feelings and saying things with such an expression like so:

All for the sake of helping her brother. LMAO. The most disturbing thing about Takanashi is his mini-con complex. He considers "anything above 12 as disgusting and old" but Popura "is an exception" because she's "small, short and cute, just like my favourite water flea" wtf? His personal quote is something like "Kids are cute, but when I think of that fact that they will grow up, it disgusts me..."

Enter Souma, the king of blackmailing. It's no wonder his seiyuu voiced Izaya in Durarara too. Typical smiley character with a dark inner personality, LOL. He leads an easy life in the Wagnaria restaurant by blackmailing everyone into doing his jobs for him and he has like every fucking information on everyone. Nobody escapes his grasp. "He's incredibly, almost disturbingly, well informed about his coworkers and often uses this information to passive aggressively blackmail/manipulate them into doing whatever he wants from them at the current time." Well, except for Satou and Inami. Androphobic Inami punches him when he comes close even before he can talk to her,

and when he tries to blackmail Satou he's greeted by either this:

Or the ultimate frying pan.

And when he tried to meddle into the whole Satou x Yachiyo thing, Yachiyo ended up thinking that Satou has the hots for Kyouko (the manager she's literally lesbian for)...

LOL @ Souma when he tried to patch things up with Inami through the phone.

Inami's in another of her "OHMYFUCKINGGOSH WHAT SHOULD I DO THE CUSTOMERS ARE MALES OMFG OMFG OMFG SOUMA HELP" moments.

Demo of Souma's forte - blackmailing people with the "ehehehehe ^-^" face

And she does all of his job for him that very day. HAHAHA. And when Satou found out that Yamada has been eating and storing all the natto in the restaurant's fridge...

He has his usual "ehehehehe ^^" face and tells Satou to be nice, but his true self emerges...

They make a good team seriously xD

And Yamada is added to the list of ppl whom Souma has no control over - she unknowingly caught onto her weakness of crying girls.

But they work fine as a team making Takanashi crossdress ;D

Yamada: "Yamada accidentally spills water!"
Yep, she said it herself. ROFL.

And then he tried to trail Takanashi & Inami on their date, but Satou tagged along to make sure that didn't happen.

"Hey Taneshima, I'll treat you to a meal before lunch (but Souma's paying). Oh, and Yamada? Souma said he'd buy you some new clothes as your brother."
For the win.

Satou: What do you want, Taneshima?
Popura: *lists out excitedly*
Satou: Okay, she'll have the kids meal.

Souma was sorta forced by Satou to buy Yamada her 5000 yen's worth of clothes. "Yamada chooses quantity over quality!" As said by the girl herself.

Satou really helps to keep everyone in check with his skilful hands + frying pan. HAHAHA.

END OF POST :D

♥ Bleachedroses

The privilege of a lifetime is being who you are

On the first day of Christmas, my true love gave to me a Partridge in a Pear Tree.

How can you move forward if you keep regretting the past?

The sun's a diamond shining, in the nighttime of a summer day

I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't let go of what's in front of me here

Building faith on love and words

The melody of the wild dance never stops echoing

I am nothing, in the dark, and the clouds burst to show a daylight

혼자 살아갈 수 있다고 너 없이 버텨낼 수 있다고

Everyone put your hands up, and get your drinks up.

If I could find you now things would get better, we could leave this town and run forever~

I am a traveller of both time and space, to be where I have been

I can't make my own decisions, or make any with precision

And Fall, with her yeller harvest moon and the hills growin' brown and golden under a sinkin' sun.

Your kiss is cosmic, every move is magic

And here I am, hoping you'd talk to me again, but no I'm out of your frame

誰でもないあなただから信じてる

Going around leaving scars, collecting your jar of hearts

一百種言語知道 愛有一個聲道 才明瞭 是你眼神傳來的暗號

I think sometimes, you forget where the heart is

And who do you think you're, running 'round leaving scars

So raise your glass if you are wrong, in all the rights ways all my underdogs

But who are you judge, when you're a diamond in the rough?

I can't find a wall to pin this to, they're all coming down since I found you.

I think sometimes, you forget where the heart is

The remedy is the experience, I won't worry my life away.

So when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong

And the shadow of the day will embrace the world in grey, and the sun will set for you

You're the whisper of a Summer breeze, you're the kiss that puts my soul at ease

回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾

回憶裡想起模糊的小時候 雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空

"The problem with people who have no vices is that you can be sure they're going to have some pretty annoying virtues."

またそんな顔して 唇噛み締めて 弱さを隠してるけど

读完了依赖 我很快就离开

The most important thing in communication is to hear what isn't being said.

I could have been easier on you, I could have been all you held on to

If I could find you now things would get better, we could leave this town and run forever

I told you when you asked, I know this wouldn't last

"'Cuz some day you are gonna get hungry, and eat all of the words you just said.”

And I'm beyond your peripheral vision, so you might want to turn your head.

The Sun that locks heaven, the Moon that eclispes the night

Cultivate your hunger before you idealise, motivate your anger to make them all realise.

The clock ticks away the days, and time flows away

People gather bundles of sticks to build bridges they never cross.

He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away. ~Raymond Hull

Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art.... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival.

一百種言語知道　愛有一個聲道　才明瞭　是你眼神傳來的暗號

回忆烧成灰还是等不到结尾

回憶裡想起模糊的小時候　雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空

またそんな顔して　唇噛み締めて　弱さを隠してるけど

读完了依赖我很快就离开